𝐝𝐢𝐟𝐟𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐲𝐩𝐚 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.

XV

Jaleesa

"Oh fuck I need some medicine," I say trying to clear my throat.

I've come down with once again another cold.

I'm not surprised I've been walking to the bar a lot in the snow.

But it's very beautiful and gloomy outside and I love the outdoors.

"Here I told your ass to stop walking in the cold" Kendall says shoving some Tylenol in my mouth.

I groan and roll my eyes.

"I and star have worked so you here alone be safe and call me" she sounds like a mother.

I nod my head and lay back down to go to sleep.

I felt disgusted with myself I didn't know why.

That's mental health for ya folks

I decided to take a nap to see if my headache would go away.

5:55

I was running
Running from something dark

"Ahh stop"

But it kept chasing me

Jumping up from my bed My breathing was erratic.

I close my eyes and grab my water bottle.

Taking a gulp I decided against going back to sleep.

Grabbing my computer I checked my email to see that the producer sent me back the song.

I jump up screaming and shouting "yes bitches".

I calm myself down and walk back over to the computer.

I click the file and the beat immediately flows through my computer.

Listening to the songs over and over again I sat there shocked.

That's me

It was my fucking voice and lyrics.

It felt raw and full of emotion.

But now I didn't know what to do with it.

I sat and pondered for a while before jumping up to find my work pants.

That man

I needed to call him, he did say if I needed the advice to call him.

I finally find the card and run to my phone.

Typing in the number I put it to my ear hearing it ring.