The One Who Wanted To Be Loved

Chapter 6

Lavenders POV

I had him, I had him to myself, I couldn't get enough of him. I had dreamed about this moment since we first started to talk and now it was here.

 I loved sneaking around with him, sometimes I felt like we kissed too much but I didn't care, I was too excited. 

Nobody had understood how I felt, to have my dream guy by my side. 

Sometimes I think about that night we first kissed and then saw Hermione, I felt bad for her and tried to put myself in her position, but then I remembered those times she laughed, and my feeling of guilt washed away.

I saw Ron walking down the hallway and shouted "Hey Ron, wait up!". 

To me, It looked like he was walking a bit faster as he heard me call his name, what was up with him today. As I caught up I was about to turn the corner, but I saw him talking to Harry. I looked a little bit closer, then saw her. 

"Bloody Hell, I don't know what to do, I like her and all but I don't think I can keep doing this" Ron whispered to the two. 

My jaw dropped as I froze in place. "Look at my lips, their all dried and chapped, all she wants to do in snog, I liked it better when we were just friends!" Ron whispered as the two laughed. 

A pool filled of tears fell from my eyes as I rushed back to the common room. I wanted to pack my things and run far, far away.

 What could I do, what could I do to keep us together. He made me so happy, I still get the same feeling, the sparks as we kiss, just like on that first night.

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Days went by where those words he said still floated around in my head. And I felt like I haven't seen him for ages. 

Every time I would see him in the hallways or classes, he would turn in the opposite direction.

I had heard Ron was in the hospital wing for being poisoned, so I rushed over as fast as I could. 

"Oh my goodness are you alright," I said while running towards him. 

"Now now miss. Brown, Ron can only have a few visitors at a time, and right now I only have one spot open" Miss McGonagall said as she stopped me. 

"I am the only one here, so could I go in" I responded. 

"I actually came here to check up on Ron, so if you wouldn't mind, could I please stop in first" Hermione butted in. 

"I was here first, Ron please tell her to let me see you first" I replied to her. 

I was so angry, how could she? I was here first, I literally ran to see him, she's just doing this to make me upset. 

To be honest, she's completing her task. "Lavender, don't act like a child, be mature and let his best mate go first," Hermione said with a smirk. 

"Ron pleas-" I tried to add in but I heard her name fall out of his mouth, "Hermione" Ron had said as he stirred awake slowly. 

Hermione huffed as she walked towards him. I was devastated, how could he. I ran back to the common room trying to process what has happened.

He chose her over me, after all, I've done for him. 

Tears began flowing down as I cried in my bed. I didn't want to speak to anyone, I had no motivation to do anything except run away for good.

 I lost myself and I didn't know what to do.