His hand slid up to my face, and he pressed his lips against mine, they were soft, and warm, not like Zach's. I kissed back and he pushed back a little more, his lips moving and resealing over mine again, I did the same and he pushed his tongue into my mouth. My breathing was getting heavy and my face felt hot as he pulled back.
'Are you okay?' He asked pulling back and I whimpered, pulling him back to kiss me again and he did, a little harder this time. He pulled at my hips as I pulled at his neck, both of us breathless but not bothering to care about breathing, 'Can I touch you?' He whispered and my eyes shot open, his were full of lust as he waited for my answer.
'I-I-nh...' He kissed me gently.
'Just touching, nothing more tonight.' He whispered by my ear as he moved to kiss my neck, he was so good at this, how? I felt like I was possibly drowning him or at least doing it all wrong, but when his hand slipped into my shorts and pulled me out I grit my teeth. 'Look at it Sen.' Harry muttered as he rested his head on my shoulder, I did the same and looked between us, his hands were rubbing up and down on my cock and I was speechless and breathless. All I could do was breath heavily and swallow hard. I watched as he pulled one hand away to take himself out of his shorts and touched his cock to mine, it felt weird, no different, but good.
I let out a grunt as he closed his hand around the both of us together.
'You do it Sen, like this.' He said bringing my hand to his and closing his hand over mine, which was closed over the both of us. When I touched him it caused him to grunt out and I shivered, I'd heard all kinds of noises from Harry over the years and especially with football practice, but that noise was different and it was hot. Harry moved my hand with his, they got faster and faster, I couldn't hold the moans back and before I could say anything I came. Harry following right after, he pulled back and kissed me.
'W-what do we do now?' I asked, panic seeping in.
'Well, we have a shower and go to bed.' He said pulling me out of bed and towards the bathroom, he washed my stomach with a washcloth in the shower and then dried me off as I tried not to cry. 'It's okay, it's nothing to cry about.' He smiled as he came back to bed, we'd moved to his bed because the sheets in the other one were dirty.
'I'm sorry.' I mumbled covering my face as he got underneath the covers.
'I told you, it's nothing to cry over.' He whispered prying my hands away and putting them around his neck, pulling me closer. 'I don't like other men, but you? I like you, so it's okay to do these kinds of things.' He whispered before kissing my forehead. 'Now go to sleep.' I did as I was told and closed my eyes.
I woke up from a bad dream, heart pounding, covered in sweat. I looked around frantically for Harry but he wasn't in the bed. He walked in with a glass of water and looked at me surprised.
'Hey, you okay?' I shook my head and he put the water on the side table before getting under the covers again, I lay with my back to him and he wrapped his arms around me holding me tightly. 'I'm sorry, I should have waited until you woke up, I know how hard it is for you to sleep on your own.' He kissed my neck and I got goose bumps before rolling and shoving my face in his chest.
'I'm sorry, for everything.' I muttered and I felt him chuckle.
'Don't be, just...' I pulled back and looked at him. 'Look I'm okay with being with you, like... like this, but I don't want other people to know okay?' I looked at him quietly for a long time. 'Not that I'm ashamed of you; it's just I like girls. But I like you more, but I don't like any other dudes. So are you okay if we do this on the DL? I mean we're always together anyway, just keep the couples stuff in private?' I nodded and he smiled.
'You're an idiot.' I muttered and he looked at me worried. 'You really think I want people finding out I like guys? The team will never look at me the same again.' I muttered and we were quiet for a moment before he pressed his lips against mine, it felt really nice...
'Sorry, I know I'm an idiot and you know I'm an idiot, just... will you please put up with me for a while longer?' He smiled running his hands through my hair and I rolled my eyes.
'No one else will.' I muttered and he burst out laughing before kissing me again.
We spent the weekend together, lying around the house; kissing, working out in the gym room his dad had turned the garage into. I'd always wanted to do one of those couple shots where one is sitting on the other while they do some kind of weight lifting. He dropped me home Sunday night; mum was home and he staid for dinner before leaving. I walked him out and before he opened the door I grabbed his hand. He gave me that half smile he does sometimes that I like before he pulled me to him and gave me a tight hug.
'Tomorrows a big day.' He whispered and I smiled. Tomorrow was just another school day but we wouldn't be able to do this, we'd decided that we would restrict touching and absolutely no kissing on or near school grounds, there were other rules like me not being aloud to be alone with Zach anymore and I said that if that was my rule then he wasn't aloud to be alone with any girls any more. He agreed so we've got to stick to them I suppose. 'I'll see you tomorrow, I'll come pick you up.' I nodded and let him leave, it wasn't unusual for us to go to school together, we both lived a little while from the school and I didn't have a car so Harry usually took me.
But it was so much harder than I thought. We were both so conscious of our movements near each other that we ended up causing trouble for other people around us, I knocked over John's drink trying to avoid Harry putting his arm over the back of my chair. Something I only just now realised he did all the time but made me nervous people would notice. In chemistry I rested my head on his shoulder when I was tired and he stumbled out of his chair knocking over Ashley who knocked over Percy who made Jane spill acid all over her textbook. Things just got worse as they day went on, and we both ended up with detention.
'What on earth are you two trying to pull? Never once have you been in trouble but today all I've heard is how you've been so clumsy that you've created such a hassle for everyone else you got detention?' Mrs. Weathers said, the principal, she was the caring mother type.
'We're really sorry.'
'What's gotten into the two of you? Did something happen over the weekend?'
'No miss, we're just nervous, heard there were a lot of scouts coming over the next couple of weeks.' Harry said and I thanked the lord he hadn't pared me with a complete idiot for a boyfriend. The principal sighed.
'I understand that the two of you are our best players but please, take more care and don't be so worried, everything has a reason and will fall into place as you grow. Don't worry so much. I will let the both of you off your detentions as long as you promise that this will not happen again.' Harry and I nodded in unison before we bolted from the office.
We ran down the deserted halls and into his truck. We talked about how lucky we were as we headed back to his place. We dropped our bags in his room, studied for a little while; I was better at book smarts than he was so I ended up having to help the dummy.
'I still don't get it, why would you substitute a number with a letter? Why not just use a number?' He groaned pushing his head into my shoulder and I couldn't help but laugh. 'Can we stop now? I hate math.' He whined and I rolled onto my back, his face falling onto my stomach, he turned his head to look at me.
'You'd be worse off than this if it wasn't for me.' I smiled and he rubbed his face into my stomach.
'I know, but math is dumb.'
'Not really, we use it in football all the time.' I only played football because he played football, but I wasn't bad at it.
'Whatever. Can we just go do something else?'
'What do you want to do? You still have an English paper to write before Friday as well.'
'I'll start on that tomorrow, you'll still proof read it right?'
'Yes.'
'Cool, then let's go get something to eat and play madden.' I rolled my eyes and he grinned. We headed out in the truck got some burgers and headed back to his place, playing and eating until he won, I was terrible at video games. 'I'm thinking we initiate punishment games.' He grinned and I looked at him a little worried.
