Two Delirious (Delirious x reader) (Book 2)

devilish

Y/n

I feel my body collapse. Why do I feel weak. That wasnt part of his promise... i cant die. I may have kept my promise a secret but not once did he say I'd die... my body feels so cold... it's been a month since the incident and delirious seemed to be trying to avoid me for a bit. Then he decides to take me out to today. Which was fine. My body wants to cry. The knife in my spine seems to just sit there as Jonathan hugged me. His warmth was the only thing I held on to. The girls watch in horror from afar. The only thing around me that I can see is them and the beautiful sakura trees that lay littered across the private park. My eyes scanning them as I grip onto Jonathan tightly. My body gives out and I let go. My eyes meet his when he pulls back pushing the knife deeper into my back. And suddenly everything seemed to grow darker. I could hear maxie screaming as delirious soon turns into Lucifer.

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I jump awake only to see the one who's been avoiding me for a month. I'm a devil... I tricked him so I wouldnt doubt if he'd kill me. Just not when I need to use our money to get the girls out bbn of here. As it turns out I'm wanted dead or alive. Chad lived and now I'm waiting for him to burst in any minute. No forgiveness. I get up only to be pulled back into bed. I had maxie leave so she could be safe. She took cupquake and lizzy with her. I on the other hand couldnt get Lauren and delirious to escape from here. Far from me.

"No..." delirious mumbles.

"I need up..." I say softly trying to pry from his arms.

"I'm warm." He grunts tightening his arms around me.

"Del..."

"No..."

"Fine, jonathan, do you want breakfast or not..." I ask grabbing his arm which soon lifts but when I sit up he joins me 

"Yes but your not leaving my side." I sigh and get up changing into something a bit more comfortable. Suddenly I'm pulled into him. Why all of the sudden is he... my thought was soon interrupted by his question "kitten..  can I please just love you..." I smile and hold him.

"Yes..." had I finally forgiven him.

"I want you to know your safe... even in your sleep..." he mumbles into my hair.

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His smile was quiet devilish when I looked into his haunting blue eyes. He was no longer burdened with his father and managed to make me feel better when I hang around him. It's only been 4 months since he asked me to love me. He acted off today though almost as if he was debating something.

"Wanna go for a walk?" I question, looking at the poor man who cant stop staring at me. 

"We just finished a workout..." he looked concerned "and its 5 in the morning... I don't really want you going anywhere this early." He sounded like he wasn't sure why I kept waking up and going to the punching bag so early in the morning. He happened to have already been awake. Mostly because I screamed in my sleep this time.

Ofcourse I know it's because of the stone I still had. I sigh and look at him, "not right now I mean later..." I let out staring at the man who questioned my sanity right now.

"I'm fine with that but you have to tell me what's wrong..." his words made me almost cry.

"I feel like you secretly hate me..." I finally say without hesitation, "I mean it's all my fault chad lived and has got a warrant put for my arrest, he wants me dead or alive..." I gulp and hold back tears almost giving in to the temptation to just cry, "it's my fault lizzy and maxie cant look at me right now because I betrayed you..." I groan holding on to the table for support, "and I feel like you refuse to actually care because you cant get over the fact that I hurt you..." when those words came out he wrapped his arms around me.

"I care about you and kind of thank you for ridding me of my father." he says, tightening his grip on me.

"And maxie and lizzy dont hate you..." Lauren's voice rang out, "they just wanted to know why you did it."

"To save him... from what he couldnt forsee..." I sigh out telling the truth.

"Well now they know..." Lauren says looking at me as I hold onto delirious.

"I dont know why other than you all need to go somewhere and hide because of me."