Goodbye -Two Years Ago-

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"I'm going to miss you." I whispered in Harry's ear. He smiled and kissed me softly. 

It was hard keeping a smile on my face this past week. I found out I was pregant with Harry's baby on Tuesday, and I didn't tell him.

He was going to audition for the X-Factor today, and I wasn't going to see him for a while. I hoped to god he made it, because then I could keep this all to myself for a while. 

He hugged me tightly and kissed me one last time. "Good luck." I said. He smiled and said, "I love you, Olivia. Don't you ever forget that. If I make it, I'll call you every night and visit whenever I can."

"I love you too. Bye." I replied. He squeezed my hand and got into the passenger seat of his car.

The love of my life was halfway down the road when I realized I wanted to keep this baby

. Harry stuck his head out of his window and blew me a kiss.

That was the last time I ever saw Harry Styles, my boyfriend, the father of my child.

Harry never knew he had a baby waiting for him in Holmes Chapel, England.

That same day, I packed everything I had and went to live with my older sister in London. My family knew I was pregnant, and it hurt me to say goodbye.

I knew that leaving would do everyone some good. It may have hurt me, but I do believe Harry has done way better without knowing about the baby.

If he would have known, he wouldn'tve auditioned for the X-Factor, ended up in third place with a band, and his face wouldn't be on thousands of girl's walls right now.

I would have ruined his future.

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