*tw abuse*
'i don't know if i'm stupid or just an idiot, but holy shit shigaraki is gonna kill me when i get back'
i thought as i sat on the edge of some random tall building in the middle of the city like the edgy bitch i am. it's been a week since i came to check back in with him after my last mission because i hate him and i really don't wanna be a fucking murderer anymore lmao. i mean, it's not like i wanted to be one in the first place, and i know that most of the people i kill fucking deserve it but still, it's hard.this mission actually wasn't that bad, it was this big government official that everyone loved or whatever, but he was secretly running a sex trafficking ring. he was disgusting, and of course he got what he deserved in the end but god, i can feel my humanity slipping away. every kill i feel less and less remorse and it genuinely terrifies me. i am so terrified that one day i'm gonna pull the trigger and feel nothing at all.
i heard footsteps behind me interrupting my edgy inner monologue, and quickly got to my feet and turned around.
'great, this annoying ass bitch again'
i laughed at my thoughts as i caught sight of the dark-haired hero. this stupid annoying ass bitch is always in my business because apparently i'm a "criminal" and have committed "unspeakable crimes" psh, whatever.
"what do you want, bitch?" i spoke, my mask muffling my words slightly.
i knew by now that attempting to fight him is useless because he'll just activate his stupid quirk and then i'll have to fling myself off a building so he will release his quirk and i can make my escape because i'm the main character and i can't get captured by some greasy ass man in his thirties.
"when are you just gonna give up?" he said as he walked closer to the edge.
"you know i can't, eraser. there's no way i can ever go back to normal now."
"i know you're not a villain, and i know you don't wanna do this anymore" he sat down next to me.
"you don't know shit, eraser" i fired back at him and looked down at the busy street.
"well i do know that one day i'm gonna catch you" he replied, giving me a challenging smirk.
"yeah, yeah whatever. until then, mi amigo" and with that i jumped off the side of the building. i smiled to myself as i felt his erasure wear off and my quirk return, and i used my quirk to propel myself through the sky.
"you know how you're always bitching to me about wanting to go to school?"
i hear shigarakis annoying ass attempt to get my attention but i choose to ignore it in favor of continuing the heated round of bedwars i was playing.
"hey brat! pay attention to me before i decay your face off!" shigacocky shuts my laptop hard on my hands causing me to yell out."god shitaraki you're such a bitch! what do you want?" i cradle my aching hand to my chest and look at him with annoyance in my gaze.
"we're going to ua." i gaped at him with wide eyes.
"we're not going- they're just kids! you don't want me to hurt them do you? they're-they're my age i can't do that shig-"
"i don't care what you want, you're just a stupid pawn! you already know what happens when you disobey me!" shigaraki yelled out, interrupting me.
"but i've never hurt someone that doesn't deserve it. i can't! shigaraki please, you don't need me i can just-"
"remember what happened to them"
i pursed my lips and looked down at the floor, all argument leaving me.
"when are we leaving?" he smiled down at me.
"two weeks"
LMAOOOOO I FEEL LIKE THIS IS SO ASS AHAHAHAHAHAH
but yeah quirk reveal in da next chapter😳🥴
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