8th Member Of SuperM

He is leaving

(Y/N POV)

I was finally okay and was able to practice, perform and produce. We were planning a comeback and I was in charge of producing all songs since Soo Man Pd-nim was on a tour with another group. 

I had a lot of pressure but I knew I could handle it. And I couldn't complain after the amount of days I had taken off.

I would spend most of the day in my studio producing music and even after coming back to the dorm, I would be in my room, fixing the mistakes in songs. 

Me and Cheol had been dating only for 2 months and we were so busy, we could barely see each other. Since we couldn't meet, we decided to video chat so that we can see each other and also do our work.

I had just finished dinner and was in my room, waiting for Cheol's call. I was working when his call came. I picked it up.

"Hi" Cheol said in a some what sad tone.

"Hey, everything okay?" I asked as I continued working on my computer. He didn't reply so I looked at him and realized he was sad.

"Hey, what's the matter? Why are you sad?" I asked as I started to get worried.

"I-I just got to know that Seventeen is going on a world tour." He said.

"That's great! Why are you- oh." I said as I realized why he was sad. He would be away from me and it made him sad. I was sad too.

"How long will you be gone for?" I asked trying hard to hold back the tears.

"I don't know. They said it could be 6 months or 1 year. Nothing is decided yet." He said. "I wanted to tell you in person, but I know how busy you are and was worried I won't get any other chance. I'm sorry I had to tell you this way." 

"Hey, don't apologize. This is a part of your job. I understand." I said.

(S.Coups POV)

After I told Y/N the news, I could see she was clearly upset and was trying hard to hold back her tears. Even I was sad. I had already been away from her for years and now again. Only if I had a say in this. 

I can't even tell her for how long we will be gone since they didn't tell us that. I wanted to tell her in person so that I would be there if she was sad but I was worried I wouldn't get another chance.

"Are you okay?" I asked as I was getting worried since she wasn't saying anything.

"Ya, Ya I'm fine. Cheol I have some urgent work to handle, can I call you later?" She asked. I nodded and she immediately cut the call.

I knew she didn't have any work but she was just trying not to show me her tears. I didn't like the fact that she hid her tears but I wanted to give her some space so I didn't force her into anything.

"Was she very sad?" Jeonghan asked as he entered the room after the call ended.

"Very. Ugh. I wish I had the option of not going." I said as I covered my face with my hands in frustration.

Jeonghan patted my back to assure me that will be fine.

(Y/N POV)

I couldn't hold it in anymore, I told Cheol that I had some urgent work and cut the call. I couldn't cry in front of him since I didn't want him to be worried. He should focus on his tour preparations at the moment. I don't want to be worried about me. 

I flapped my laptop shut and let the tears flow. I just sat there crying non stop. I was trying not to make any noise since I didn't want the others to know.