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I got home from the mall and just hung around all night. I tried to see if miguel wanted to hangout because I feel like we haven't hungout in a while. He said he couldn't but he definitely wanted to soon.

I walk in my room sitting in the dark watching some random sad rom com

I took like ten melatonin gummies so I could fall asleep but all I could think about was hawk. He seemed... really bothered that robby and I had dated and even more bothered that robby took my virginity and not him

*ringing*

I look down at my phone and what weird timing cause it was hawk. But I always kept his name on my phone as eli. Even when him and I were alone I mostly called him eli cause to be honest I liked eli better

Uh hi I say cause I didn't know if he was still mad or not

How many times did you let him fuck you he says harshly

Eli... I really don't want to talk about this with you- I try to say

Answer the question via he says sternly

I-I don't even know I say honestly

Too many times to count huh? He says scoffing

No! It's just we were dating for a while so I just didn't keep count of something like that I say to try to make it sound better but if I was being completely honest robby and I were a very... needy couple. And yeah basically it's exactly how hawk said it, we did it way to many times to count.

Mhm sure is all he says before hanging up again.

I roll my eyes and just pop another handful of melatonin gummies and pass at soon after. Thank god I was tired of thinking of these two boys

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I wake up not even three hours later to loud banging at my front door. I couldn't hear it that well but it was so repetitive that it woke me up. As I got closer it god louder and started pissing me off.

What I yell as I whip the door open to see an angry hawk standing there in all black with a backpack on

Does he make you feel as good as I do he says in a deep voice and his usual blue eyes were now a dark grey

Wh- what I stutter as he backs me up to the wall close behind us

Does he. Make you feel. As good as I do he says again slower pinning me against the wall

I- I don't know I say my heart beat picking up pace with his eyes on me

I think you do though he says pressing his body onto mine as he drops his backpack onto the floor

Actually on second thought... robby was really good. Maybe I should give him a call I say smirking as I watch his confidence fade for a second as I get out of his hold going to my kitchen pouring a glass of wine for myself and hopping on the counter

That's bullshit I know it hawk says coming up to me as we find ourselves in a position similar to yesterday

He starts roughly kissing my neck but I decide teasing him was fun so I push him away

Don't believe me? Robby was just more experienced and since we were together as much as we were he learned my body perfectly. Knew every way to make my body jump. Knew how to make me beg for him. Knew how to make me scream his name all night I say as I watch hawks face grow angrier and angrier. Honestly I had no clue what him and I were doing but it was hot to see him this jealous