His Suicide Note

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Maybe if I was on the football team

Maybe if I was on the basketball team

Maybe if I brought more girls home

Maybe if I went to the gym

Maybe if I was like you

But I'm not and never will be

Because if a football is coming at me I run

If a ball is thrown at me I wouldn't be able to catch it

I can't bring girls home because I like guys

I can't go to the gym because what's the point I'm weak anyway

And I know that I can't be like you

Because we are not the same dad we're just not

You like the total opposite of me

And I can't bear the judgement you'll put on me

When you find out I'm classified as a "sissy"

Dad you won't hug me

You won't love me

You won't touch me

And I think I know why

Who would touch another guy

And show him all that kind of love

Not you I know you won't

But answer me this dad

What about when my body is pale?

What about when its lifeless?

What about when I'm dead?

Will you touch me then?

Man to man.

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