#8 Hi my name is...

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Hi my name is Rachel Smith

My life is a mess
My dads a wreck
My mom beats me
My friends hate me
My sister wants me dead

I wish I could kill myself, I want to kill myself and cut so bad till I bleed that crimson blood

If I kill myself hopefully it'll be enough to destroy the monster within, this is my life now

You think your life is bad here's a list of things that's happened to me and o haven't told a soul:

Rape
Abuse
Molestation
Prostitution
Self harm

The list goes on and on my sanity is getting worse, for some reason when I cut now the bleed is black

Maybe the inside of me is really that dark inside, I can't take it anymore running away

Facing life, I won't make it to 16 I just won't because.....

I'm dead

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