Starting All Over Again (Prequeal to Business Man or Gang Member) ON HOLD

Just Not Working

Genesis POV

I've had enough of his crap

Justin locked himself in the bedroom

Genesis: come on baby open the door

I still had the sheets around my body, I couldn't get dressed my clothes were in the room

all I heard was crying

he unlocked it and hugged my legs

Justin: mo-m-mommy!

he yelled threw his cries

Genesis: sh sh baby..I know I know I'm sorry

he let go and ran to maya

Genesis: I need to change

I went in the room and quickly changed

and walkes back out

Genesis: baby...come here

he rubbed his eyes

Genesis: come here

I sat him on my lap, he faced me

Genesis: look at me honey

its like I was talking to Jason, Justin's eyes burned threw my heart

Justin: w-why we-were y-you f-fi-fighting

Genesis: calm down baby...take a deep breath...in......out......in........out........in........out, better?..

he nodded

Genesis: you wouldn't understand honey, but I'll try to explain....daddy isn't a bad person, he wants to......to start a new life with someone else-

Justin: does-does he n-not lo-lobe me no-no more?

he cried all over again

Genesis: no no baby....daddy loves you, he does he loves you very much. But not mommy....we fight because daddy did some things that weren't right...that doesn't mean he doesn't love you, daddy will forever love you no matter what. Just that mommy and daddy won't be mommy and daddy anymore, Its just going to be mommy or daddy okay hun

Justin: o-ok-okay

Genesis: do you still wanna have fun

Justin: n-no...I wa-wanna st-stay and w-watch m-movies

Maya was passed out in the room

I put a movie on and Justin laid his head on my chest

in the middle of the movie, Justin feel asleep

I played with his hair, even tho my baby is 6...he's still my baby I don't care how old he is

Genesis: I'm sorry baby....I'm sorry I dragged you into this world, none of this is your fault. I love you sweetheart

I gave him a kiss on the head, there was a knock on the door

I don't know how I'm going to do this with Justin on me

I stood up carefully, without trying to wake uo Justin

I tried laying him down, but he didn't want to

his arm were around my neck, his legs were around my stomach and his head on my shoulder

like a big baby

I walked to the door, I opened it....could this day get any worse? really

Jason was there

Genesis: I have nothing to say to you