Anastasya
2:31 am
You know, it's my first time crying in front of someone except for my brother and Liv
I don't even cry when I watch sad movies but when it comes to horror movies I do cry a little
I don't want to interfere kanina
And I don't want you to feel offended kapag tinanong pa kita kung ano ang dahilan ng iyak mo
I won't feel offended naman e
To be honest, I'm really thankful kasi dumating ka kanina
Kasi kapag wala nag wailing na siguro ako dun mag-isa
Why did you cry?
It's also new to me seeing you cry
You are like this strong lady I know
I am not that strong naman e
I cried because I didn't know if mech eng is really for me
Ansel told us na they were shocked nung nalaman nila na mech eng ang kinuha mong course
At first I really don't have a concrete plan about college
I am just joking about engineering nung high school e
Kahit ako akala ko rin na Bio ang kukunin ko or science related
I didn't know kung ano ang sumapi sa'kin para sa mech eng ako nag enroll that time
What course did you choose during your application period ba?
I wrote Biology and Engineering
Yun lang naman e
But Ansel says na magaling ka daw sa math
And you mostly ace your exams
That's because I study a night before the exam
And magaling sa math? I am not good at math
Mahina nga talaga ako sa numbers e, mas gusto ko talaga ang science nung high school
The reason ganyan ang sinasabi nila is because 'yun ang nakikita nila noon
Hindi ako magaling sa math noon it's just pinagaaralan ko lang at iniintindi ang math noon
Okay
I'll listen to you
The CET made me realize something that I am really not good at math
Nahihirapan ako when it comes to remembering formulas or even solving a mere equation
After taking the CET akala ko babagsak talaga ako
I cried when I got home after taking the CET, talagang grabe ang iyak ko kahit pa before nun nakailang iyak rin ako because I'm feeling down and panicking like crazy
You did well naman
And now you're here
I am just trying my very best to pass mech eng
I always try different equations
Kahit hindi ko naiintindihan I would always tell myself na pinili ko 'to
Maybe there is a reason why you got into mech eng
Some subjects can really give you a headache but I know for sure that you can pass those subjects
Mahirap man but I can see na you're really trying your best understanding it
Math can be your enemy or your friend at times
But I believe in you
I don't know but that is the only thing I needed right now
You're making me cry again
Ang bad mo!
I am not making you cry
Sinasabi ko lang na I really believe in you
Thank you
Matutulog na nga ako!
You're making me cry
And one thing,
If you have any problems with mech eng
Just message me okay?
I am willing to help you
Oo na nga
Bye na
Goodnight, Anastasya
You can always cry and still continue like nothing happened
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Harry @hjybanez
I believe in u, oki? :)
A @anastasyahs
Why r u like that? :(
