Sun

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Missing those warm and beautiful summer days that you would spend outside, with friends or loved ones. The well known summer depression you get while you're just in winter, patiently waiting for the cold to end.

The first day you go out, noticing that you won't need a jacket to keep yourself warm and secure. The day is getting longer, the night shorter. Sitting in your room at 4am, your window slightly opened, the sun rising, the bird's singing pleasing your ears and soul. The moment of pure peace and silence. Being able to turn off your thoughts for a second, wishing that the time would never stop, enjoying this intimate moment, maybe losing a single tear of joy. An immaculate feeling, you might say.
And it is, indeed.

The first day the sun is filling the outside with it's endless seeming heat, still loving but harmful sometimes. Nevertheless, it's beautiful.

The first day you feel a warm breeze gently stroking your skin, messing with your hair lovingly, feeling like a warm hug from a loved one. Overall making you feeling great for that very special moment.

I miss those summer days that you would spend with your friends or family. Remembering how my best friend and I spent hours skating around the neighborhood and far more places, together with my dog that I had back then. Feeling safe and loved at that moment, driving around, listening to music, not even noticing that the sun is already getting ready to shine for other human beings and living creatures or non-living creatures on this planet.

I miss the evenings I would spend on our rooftop, drawing, listening to music and watching the sunset. The beautiful feeling of warmth and way more things that you cannot describe nearly with words. Not at all.

I miss Summer

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Yuh something different ig? It's very short and also, it's 4:20am here rn so y'all can imagine how gone my brain actually is rn. I'm just writing about my summer depression and before I end up writing for hours, I'd rather publish this and come back later to update.
Yours sincerely,
Dearlea

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