MY TURNING POINT

18.

"Hey Taylor shall we go?"
"Finally!" I laughed at him.
"Like father like daughter " Edward told as a fact actually it is true I and Taylor have a lot of similarities in appearance and in personality. Sometimes I feel like he is my real father. Shit! I forgot my bag I am going to be in trouble. I looked at Edward with a smile.
"You forgot, didn't you?" He asked me
I didn't say anything and he took the answer as a yes. His face turned from worry to concern to anger.
" sorry" I muttered
"Seriously Hope. How can you forget it?"
"I was in a rush and-"
"Fine but please don't do it again"
"I won't I promise" I felt the dizziness a little stronger now. Edward must have noticed that.
"Come here love"
I scooted over to him he kept his hand around my waist to support me and I rested my head on his chest.
"Taylor fast please" his voice was filled with sadness it hurts me a lot
"I am fi-"
"Don't say that I am right here and I can see that you are not okay so don't act like I am not here you have fooled me for 5 years  that you were okay when I was not here. Just stop saying you're fine when your not."
"I am sorry for lying to you but I don't like seeing you in worry because of me it hurts" it was barely a whisper.
"Hope it hurts me when I see you like this."
"I a-"
"Enough you're weak don't talk just lay your head on my chest and try to stay calm okay?"
"Okay"
It was  so low that I doubt he would have heard it. The ride was so blurry after a few minutes it was a miracle that I was awake. I felt the car came to a stop.
"Hope? babe?"
"Mmm?"
"Stay with me please"
"Mmm"
Taylor opened the door and Edward got out and I tried to move.
"Even now you try to avoid help,don't you?" He was damn angry.
He carried me to the apartment and place our bed. I was barely awake I can't even hear properly.
"Babe come on try not to go to sleep please baby"
"Mmm" then I felt a pinch on my arm and I knew he hooked me up. I was still in my ridiculously big gown. I thought he would just leave me like that but he took my gown of and put one of his shirt over me. I tried to get up as I have to pack.
"Where are you going?" Jeez he is still angry
"To pack"
"You will do no such thing"
He carried me again to the bed.
"Lay with me?" I said with a pout.
"Okay. but only for a few minutes okay?"
"Mmm" I cuddled him. Then I fell asleep.

I woke up by someone giving me kisses on my face kisses I mean a lot of them
"Come on love get up we don't have time"
I opened my eyes and saw boyfriend.
"Hey"
"Hi" he pecked my lips
"Love I can kiss you all day but we have a jet to catch"
" shit I forgot!"
I got up from the bed and tried to walk towards the closet but my balance was not so great and I was about fall but Edward caught me just in time.
"Careful love. And now what were you going to do?"
"Pack?" It came out more like a question and not to mention that I was still wearing only his shirt so it covered only until my butt.
"I already did it so don't worry but do have to check the medical stuff though. "
"Okay" he held me up right.
"I am going to shower I will be down in 5?"
"Of course love. And Hope?"
"Ya?"
"Be careful I would like you to be with me a little longer" he said with a serious tone but chuckle at his statement and pecked his lips and went to shower.
I wore a shirt and put a blazer on top and some matching pants.
I came down and saw Edward who was wearing a navy blue shirt and some jeans.
"You know a picture will last longer right?"
"Oh shut up and don't be flattered" I laughed and checked my medical bag. While I was in it he handed me a glass full of orange juice and shoved it down my throat.
"Ready to go?"
"Ya" I said with a bit of hesitation.
"Darling, you know you don't have to do this right?"
"I have to babe. I literally ditched Alan. This the least I can do for him. He was with me when I was hurting you know how important he is for me. "
"I know but the others will be there. What about them?"he asked me
"I just have deal with them but he is my first priority."
"Okay but try not get too emotional okay?"
"Okay now let's go"
We landed in Seattle and it looked beautiful I can't believe I am hear again I never thought I would be. I looked at the horizon the place where the sky and the land meets. I thought about one person in my life my sister. She loved the horizon so much. My eyes went blur by the tears. Edward squeeze my hand. He got hold of me chin turned me so I could face me put his hands around my waist and looked straight in my eyes and told
"I know what your thinking. Everything will be alright. You will be alright okay. Come let's go "