Her Song

Chapter 35

You can't trust everybody
Everybody not your friend
Even family can fuck you over
You came in this world by yourself
And your gonna leave by yourself
So YOU are the only one you can trust
There is nothing wrong with protecting
Yourself from heartache and pain
Trust me I know

-Azaria

Azaria POV

Today just not my day I feel so damn sick I don't know what to do I haven't been sick like this in years and it's really irritating me I hate being sick it stops you from doing so much.

Right now I was laying in bed with a piece of tissue in my nose looking bout crazy as hell writing this song in my song book

"Knock knock" Tori said coming in my room causing me to roll my eyes i'm still pissed at him.

"What do you want?" I asked puting my book to the side he sighed and sat on the edge of my bed.

"I know your pissed at me for blowing you off a couple weeks ago and i'm sorry-" I cut him off

"Your always sorry Tori i'm tired of hearing your sorry all I ask is a little time with you hell you asked to take me out to lunch and you completely forget about me and I come home to hear you and your little boyfriend having sex in your room every since he came in the picture you've been forgetting all about me it's like he's brain washed you and it's pissing me off I don't even know who you are anymore" I spat looking at him he looked mad I don't know why I should be the one mad.

"What ? I've changed uh no you have if it wasn't for me you wouldn't even be who you are today your ass would still be back in Detroit shaking your ass for cash so thank me bitch and yo jealous ass need a fucking reality check walking around this bitch as if your queen Elizabeth bitch bye if you don't like the shit I do GET YOUR SHIT AND GET THE FUCK OUT MY HOUSE YOU MISERABLE BITCH" he yelled slamming my door leaving me speechless he has never and I mean never talked to me like that before I was livid if anything I should be the one pissed off I look out for everyone but myself this is a prim example of trust nobody

I got up feeling light headed because of this hoe ass cold I marched to my closet grabbing all 10 of my Prada suite cases then packed all of my clothes up then I grabbed my giant tan Micheal Kors suite case and put all my shoes inside I went inside my room and packed up all my other things and did the same with my bathroom I grabbed two suite cases and walked downstairs to see Tori and his boyfriend laughing on the couch my eyes watered looking over at him shaking my head he looked at me and I seen hurt in his eyes but as soon as it came it left he raised his eyebrows looking at my bags in my hand "bye" he said then turned back to his bitch I wanted to cry so bad but I wasn't going to give him the satisfaction I sucked it up I looked at him with disgust "fuck you don't call me when his ass leaves you high and dry dumb bitch" I spat then left out and loaded my car up with my stuff I was sitting in the drive way with my face in my hands "where the fuck am I gonna go " I said to myself as I was sitting there thinking Chris called me

"Hey babe" he said with people in the background talking sounds like the crew

"Hey" I said sighing seeing Tori look at me threw the curtains making me pull out of the drive way

"What's the matter" he said sounding concerned I shook my head " me and Tori got into a big ass argument and he pretty much kicked me out" I said driving to Mikey house Chris sighed "damn babe you know you could always stay with me" he said I shook my head as if he could see me " no it's fine babe I'll just go to Mikey house I'll only be there for the weekend anyway remember I was looking at that condo near your place ?" I said to him turning down Mikey street seeing a car in his drive way "yeah I remember" I pulled around in his drive way "well I brought it I was just waiting for them to finish painting and putting my furniture up" I said sitting there for a minute "oh okay well that's good come down to the studio when you done putting yo shit at Ty house" we said our goodbyes then hung up I grabbed my purse getting out the car making my way up to the door I looked in my purse to find my key but couldn't find it "great" I said to myself I knocked on the door waiting for him to answer I seen somebody walking towards the door threw the glass part "finally" they opened the door revealing Kylie I raised my eyebrows and chuckled she smirked and leaned up against the door looking me up and down "what can I do for you" she said I bust out laughing and moved past her walking upstairs to Micheal room I guess he thought I was Kylie "who was that babe" he said laying on the bed flipping threw the channels "you a fucking liar" I said crossing my arms he jumped up and looked shocked to see me I shook my head turning around to go to my room I have at his house he was hot on my tail "look Zaria It's not like that" I chuckled plopping down on my bed "look Tyga I don't have time for the bullshit that's going to come out yo mouth so just save it okay you don't understand the shit your doing is putting me in the middle and I don't want to be in your drama nigga i'm your sister why lie to me" I said scrolling through pictures on instagram then got on twitter he chuckled bitterly "oh so i'm Tyga now" I nodded my head "yup since you wanna lie to me and shit... You know what I don't even care I shouldn't care i'm not gonna be in the middle of y'all bullshit just don't bring King in the middle Micheal" I said sternly he nodded "look i'm sorry for not telling you the real alright" I nodded "Micheal the bitch 17" he sighed shaking his head "I know man I know it just happen we haven't had sex though we just be chilling " I rolled my eyes at his lie "look Micheal I've had a really ruff morning I feel like shit and I got kicked out of my condo I really don't feel like this" I said getting up he looked at me confused "fuck you mean you got kicked out" I walked downstairs only for him to follow me again "Tori kicked me out" I said walking to the kitchen to find Kylie sitting at the counter on facetime with someone she immediately hung up when we walked in then smiled I rolled my eyes then looked over at Mikey "I don't want to talk about it" I looked down at my phone and seen it was 1:30 my head was banging I needed to take a good hot shower before I headed over to the studio "you have any pills for head aches" I asked getting a water out the fridge he looked in the cabinet and slid me some Motrin "so you going to the studio today" Micheal asked me sitting my Kylie I nodded looking over at them she kept smirking at me and I don't know why I would say something but I really don't feel like no bullshit right now so I left it alone "i'm gonna go take a shower then i'm gonna hit the studio" I said going up the stairs I went into my bathroom that was connected to my room and took a good hot shower washing my hair also then I got out put my hair up in an bun and washed my face with my clean and clear and brushed my teeth then put my rubber bands on my braces I put on my hot pink silk robe and walked to my room there was a knock on my door "what Michael " I said rubbing coco butter on my legs "it's Kylie" I scrunched up my face "come in" I said rubbing some on my face she came in and looked me up and down then smiled "you are so pretty" she said I chuckled "thank you your pretty too" she smiled at me making me chuckle and shake my head I looked at her "what did you want " she looked hesitant "um I know this isn't my place but-" I cut her off "if it isn't your place maybe you shouldn't say anything right" she slightly rolled her eyes "look i'm gonna be around Tyga for a long time so deal with it " I looked at her "bitch I don't give a fuck what you do I don't have to deal with shit so get the fuck out my room and my face" she looked shocked then huffed and stormed out my room I can already tell this bitch about to be a problem!