Her Song

Chapter 37

(Azaria Above at her photo shoot)

Azaria POV

I had an photoshoot today and i'm so excited I mean I've had photoshoots before but that was for way back when I was dancing but this time it's going to be different for me , Heather and my team were on our way to the shoot I was in the back talking to Heather.

"So you nervous boo?" she asked smiling at me I sighed and nodded even though I have done this before i'm still nervous I don't know why "yes Heather I don't know why though I mean I have done things like this a bunch of times but now i'm living my dream and this is going to be inside of the magazine girl also on my very first album I want everything to go right" she nodded understanding me she grabbed my hand and rest hers on top of mine "look Zari you can do this just go in there ready to kill because you know got this in the bag babe stop stressing this it's just a photoshoot I understand a very important one but let's be real you'll have way more important stuff you'll have to worry about in your life so don't even stress it boo God got you remember that" I took an deep sigh and gave her a small smile then hugged her I swear I love my sister she knows all the right words to say "thanks Heavie" she laughed "we're here alright come on doll time for action" my manager said I hopped out the car and made my way into the building with my team as soon as I walked in I was rushed to hair and makeup I changed into this burgundy thong set it was so sexy and seductive I walked out to the main floor "aww shit boo here come them money shots" Bb my stylists said we all laughed at him the photographer instructed me of what he wanted me to do "okay Zari try turning around and cupping your butt" Heather said I did exactly what she said and bam they loved it "it's a wrap people we got out money shot" I jumped up in excitement I ran over to him and looked at the pictures "damn this is hot" I said looking at them Heather came over and looked to "damnnn boo look at your ass.... Chris is going to kill you" I bust out laughing and nodded he not gone like this not one bit "is it an way you can send this to me Benji?" I asked the photographer he nodded "yea hun I can email them to your manager" I nodded then went to change my clothes I am beyond tired I have been out all day and I didn't eat anything which isn't good at all "i'm hungry as hell" I said to myself as I walked out the door my security was all around me because people was everywhere how the hell did they know I was going to be here I smiled and waved at everyone I love all my fans if it wasn't for them I wouldn't be where I am today. They were yelling out questions and saying how much they love me but one thing stood out a reporter yelled "how do you feel about the baby" I scrunched my face up Heather froze up and tryed to push me to leave I yanked away from her and went towards the reporter they had cameras in my face and everything everyone went crazy when they seen me coming closer but I was totally confused to what she was talking about "what baby" I said confused she laughed like I knew what she was talking about "Chris is allegedly the father of 9 month old Royal" I froze up and shook my head feeling hot I looked over at Heather and she quickly looked away giving me all the answers I need I chuckled and nodded then stormed off I could hear them going crazy "AZARIA DID YOU KNOW?" "OMG SHE DIDN'T KNOW" and the biggest one of them all the one I knew for a fact was going to be the big topic was

"Chris Browns Girlfriend Azaria finds out about secret baby ... Well looks like chris has alot of explaining to do seems like he messes up a lot of his relationships Azaria was a good one"

I jumped in the car feelings so many emotions but more then anything I was embarrassed and hurt Heather came and got in I looked at her hurt that she would keep this from me if she knew then I know for a fact the crew knew so that means they had me walking around looking crazy as hell and that don't sit right with me at all she tried to speak but I cut her off "take me to see Chris now" I said to my driver he nodded and within 30 mins we pulled up to the studio I shook  head he was always in the studio I hopped of the car "wait Azaria please" Heather said  hot on my tail I ignored her  and kept walking to the studio I bust in the door to  see the whole crew and a few bitches Chris smiled at me and was about to talk "Get out" I said looking at the bitches they mugged me and kept doing what they were doing "NOW" I yelled causing everyone to get quite they hurried out slamming the door behind them "babe what's wrong " I looked at him with tears in my eyes "please tell  it's not true " I said in a small voice he looked at me for a min "baby what you talking about" I sighed annoyed "PLEASE CHRIS" I yelled he looked at me like he didn't know what I was talking about I pushed him Trell got up  grabbed  and grabbed me back "come on little bit" I had tears streaming down my face "9 FUCKIN MONTHS CHRIS YOU GOTTA 9 MONTH OLD BABY REALLY THAT'S HOW YOU DO  ME" I yelled he ran his hand down his face and looked at me with an hurt expression "baby i'm sorry I was gonna tell you" I yanked out of Trell hold "but you could tell everyone else though right" I said calm I looked at everyone they all were giving me guilty and pity looks I chuckled and just bust out crying he sighed and tried to come up to me "baby please let me explain " I shook my head "Chris you wrong man" I said "it's nothing you could say to me right now we can talk but not now I don't even want to look at you.... I'm embarrassed and hurt more then anything Chris I was always there for you I LOVE YOU WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS HUH" he came up to me but I shook my head pushing him back then slapped him "fuck you" I gritted it then looked at everyone else "fuck y'all too .... What happen to family huh" nobody said anything I looked at Ty he couldn't look me in the eye "i'm your blood .. I know he yo boy but damn that's how you gone play me" I said with hurt he sighed and shook his head I chuckled and walked out but not before looking back at Chris "I love you but you promised me you wouldn't hurt me and you did I believed in you I believed in this there isn't a thing I wouldn't do for you and this is what I get.... Guess I can't win for losing huh .. Congrats daddy"

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