Her Song

Chapter 39

Azaria POV

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"What the hell" I said to myself as I made my way to the front door somebody been banging on my door for the longest I swung it open with the illest mug I could muster up .... Chris

I tried to close the door but he pushed himself in "Chris i'm not playing get out" I said calmly i'm tired as hell and he wanna come over here banging on doors and shit "look baby just let me explain" I looked at him for a minute and sighed then closed my door and walked over to my couch with him behind me I sat down Indian style looking at him he sat down and huffed "baby i'm sorry for everything I put you through I was going to tell you I swear I was. I know it was embarrassing as hell to hear about that shit from the fuckin reporters and shit baby when I tell you I didn't mean for none of this shit to happen I really didn't I love you with everything in me baby I know I should have told you I panicked okay she told me and at first I didn't believe the shit but then I got a DNA test and it came back positive I swear babe I was gone tell you" he said with so much emotion I couldn't look at him I didn't want him to see my tears or how much he have hurt me but fuck it .

"Why?" I said with tears falling down my cheeks he sighed "I didn't want to hurt you" I laughed bitterly and fiercely whipped my eyes "you didn't want to fuckin hurt me Chris .... WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU'VE DONE THEN .. CAN'T YOU SEE I'M FUCKING BROKEN BECAUSE OF THIS SHIT-" He cut me off "WHAT THE FUCK YOU WANT ME TO DO" He yelled I looked at him in disbelief and shook my head "IT WAS SUPPOSE TO BE ME CHRIS ......you could have told me Chris ... I know it wasn't cheating because we wasn't together but you knew another woman was carrying your seed and you didn't think oh let me tell my girl so shit won't get crazy NO you didn't open your mouth to tell me shit instead you paid her on the low to close her mouth" I said crying I put my face in my hands just letting all my tears out he walked over to me and sat next to me holding me I didn't fight him off I felt safe I missed being in his arms but he hurt me and he promised he wouldn't "I just can't stomach the thought of another woman having your baby Chris I just can't... You hurt me so bad" I sobbed into his chest he just held me "baby I know i'm so so so sorry you have to believe me" he said with hurt I looked up at him and couldn't help the tears coming to my eyes "oh my god Chris you hurt me so bad I've always been there I just don't understand ... Baby you can talk to me about anything I would've stayed" I said looking into his eyes he was about to speak "answer this question for me please " I said softly he nodded I sat up and looked down playing with my nails "would you be mad if I had your baby ?" I asked feeling insecure he looked at me in shock that I asked that "baby I would be the happiest man to walk this earth I love you with everything in me your my heart your going to have my kids your going to be my wife one day" I looked up at him " I thought you didn't want to get married" he shook his head "I thought long and hard and I just don't see myself with no other woman but you.... Azaria I love you baby" he said I looked in his eyes and seen so much love and honesty .... "I love you too Chris" he grabbed my face and kissed me but I pulled away "but .... It's not going to be that easy ... I can't just give in like that .. I know your sorry but it's not going to be that easy your going to have to work for me" I said so low I doubt if he heard me he grabbed my chin "baby I'll do whatever it takes your mine" then he kissed me with so much passion I felt the love through the kiss it was beautiful I pulled away and just laid my head on his chest "hold me" he held me tight as if he was afraid of me floating away.

Anonymous POV

"How's the plan going?" I asked Nia as I played with our daughter Royal haha that's right i'm the daddy not that bitch ass nigga Chris he swear he got it all fucking tuff guy I'll show his ass who a thug is friend or not he don't deserve Azaria she need a real nigga like me.