Her Song

Chapter 26

Chris POV

Damn I fucked up big time I thought to myself as I watched her walk out of the studio I ran my hands over my face sighing about to go after her but Ty pulled me back "Man what the fuck is yo problem nigga talking about my sister like she some bitch in the streets when you the one who came on to her making her believe you actually liked her , what I tell you when we was on the phone the day you made her spend the night ?" I shook my head sighing " I wasn't gone dog her , man I don't know what got into me y'all know how I feel about her it just scared me that Actually maybe I have a chance at love again i'm just scared okay " I said looking at everyone "you let her spend the night?"  Kae said I forgot she was even in here I sat back in my seat shaking my head and looked at her "yeah" I said nodding looking at her starting to get pissed by her sight " what the fuck is your problem? you actually like that bitch" she yelled okay she doing to much Heather jumped up but Trell grabbed her whispering something in her ear Making her sit down "Aye chill out with that shit she got a name and bitch not it you know what i'm done with you get the fuck on bye" I said she stared at me "why you still here BYE" I yelled making her jump and leave I shook my head and looked at Ty he looked pissed I don't blame him that was a jackass move foreal "look y'all " I said talking to everyone "I'm sorry for my actions i'm man enough to admit it I acted like a dick she didn't deserve none of that shit and I know I have a lot of making up to do with her" Heather laughed "Hell yeah you do" everybody agreed knowing how stubborn Zaria is I chuckled "I didn't mean to hurt her I swear that was the last thing I wanted to do I was just telling Kae what she wanted to hear I didn't even call her damaged I said she was going through some things and she needed someone to be there for her that's all Kae just said that to get to her" I said looking at Ty he sighed and stood up walking over to me I looked at him he held out his hand and dapped me "look bro I believe you but you got a lot of making up to do to Zari stubborn ass you know that " I nodded "I'm gone talk to her tonight man hopefully she listen " he laughed "nigga make her little ass listen " I nodded laughing Mijo stood up "that shit was sad as hell y'all it's shit sis not telling us she been through it man" Ty nodded leaning against the table"i'm not rushing her to say shit when she do I know it's gone piss me the fuck off" Trell and them agreed she like a little sister to them we all love her she keeps is sane it's like her goody personality makes our bad day turn good and when she smiles it lights up the room she demands respect and that's just so sexy I have to get her "Yeah we gone be cool tonight " I said smiling to myself thinking about her "aw shit bring y'all ear plugs " Red said causing everyone to laugh shit maybe they might have to!

Azaria POV

I was parked outside my mom house I was beyond nervous I don't know if I can do this really I pulled out my phone and called Mikey he answered on the first ring "Mikey i'm nervous as hell" I said laying back in my seat he laughed "Zari breath you can do this go talk to her " I nodded as if he could see me "okay i'm here now" I said getting out my car "good now go talk to her then take yo ass home and pack a bag then bring yo ass over her okay" I laughed "Okay Mikey I love you " I said smiling "I love you too sis" then hung up I took a deep breath then walked up to the door I put my hand up to knock but the door opened revealing mama she gave me a genuine smile and pulled me in a hug I was stuck for a minute then hugged her back "I seen you in the drive way when you pulled up" she said pulling me inside closing the door she lead me to the kitchen she was cooking "yeah I needed to think" I said looking down at my hands "look babe about what Pam said" I shook my head "was it true Ma" I said looking at her she sighed her eyes got watery "Me and your mom was bestfriends  way before your daddy we was so close nothing could break us up but one day your mom came to me with the biggest smile telling me she was pregnant with you" I was shocked "she was happy about having me" she smiled "yeah she was well at least I thought she was until she told me why she wanted to keep you , she only wanted you because she felt that was going to keep the father around I didn't know who the guy was every time I brung that up she would get nervous now time went by and she started getting bigger I had Michael and she would look at him a certain way every time she came around but I didn't say anything about it , I started noticing she was taking heavy drugs and she turned into a full crackhead I felt bad because she had a life inside of her and she seemed not to care I sat her down one day boy did she look bad I asked her who the father was and then boom she told me it was my husband your father I was crushed I confronted him and he told me it was true" I shook my head as she continued "Her drug problem got worse and she was rushed to the hospital and I was on her contact list they called me and told me she overdose all I thought about was you a innocent soul I thought you died because she had to have you early a month early you were premature they had to scrub your little body because you have white substance all over you I was pissed at your mom for being so selfish she was so stuck on your dad she didn't care about you being alive or dead the first thing she said when she woke up is where is Marcus " she said shaking my head I cried thinking of my mom not wanting me "what's wrong with me why didn't she want me huh what's wrong with me" I said sobbing she held me in her arms and held my face moving my hair back "look at me baby" she said I looked at her crying "baby I wanted you I cared I was there from the beginning you are my baby okay and nobody and I mean nobody can take that away nobody baby" I nodded hugging her she kissed my head "I love you baby" I smiled "I love you too ma" she smirked at me "now what's going on between you and Christopher " my eyes widened "huh how you know about that" she went back to cooking "you know that brother of yours got a big mouth" I huffed i'm gone beat his ass "now tell momma what's going on" she said packing a bunch of her cheesy Spaghetti in containers for me to take I sighed "Ma I don't know what to do he has Kae but I really like him i'm not the type to intrude on peoples relationships " she nodded then looked at me "That Kae lord knows me and his mama don't like that little girl" I laughed shaking my head "that night everything went down I went back to his house" she side eyed me "You had sex with him" I gasped and laughed "no ma we didn't have sex you sound like Mikey" she glared at me "look baby you said you don't want to hurt but you can't avoid the problem" I scrunched my face up "Kae?" she shook her head and pointed to my heart I sighed " but ma" then I told her everything that happened earlier at the studio she looked shocked "Baby that don't sound like him" I chuckled and shook my head "ma I trusted him I opened up to him and he said that about me he said I was damaged do you know how bad that hurts" I said putting my hands over my face she sighed sitting next to me holding me "that's how I was about your father me and that man went through hell but I still managed to love him" she shook her head smiling then nudged me "Baby what i'm trying to say is talk to him you don't know for sure if he even really said that" I shook my head "ma you just like Chris that's all"  I said rolling my eyes she smacked my forehead "Ouch that hurt" I said she glared at me "Keep rolling them eyes and i'm gone pull them thangs out yo cheeks" I smacked my teeth she looked at me I put my hands up "sorry" I got up and grabbed my purse and car keys off the table "Anyway i'm gone ma I'll call you" she hugged me and handed me a big ass container "Michael told me about the sleep over here take this and Angel eyes" I grabbed the container then looked at her "Talk to him hear him out I know love when I see it" I shook my head "bye ma" I said walking away "Love you" she yelled "Love you too" I yelled back I put the food in the back seat then got in and backed out her driveway and speed off down the street.

I pulled up in my driveway I left the food in the back seat since I was coming right back out I got out and jogged up to the door I unlocked it throwing my keys on the table then going upstairs to pack my bag after I was done I hopped in the shower I let the water run over my head for about 10 minutes then washed myself 3 times then my hair I got out and looked at myself in the mirror I rubbed myself down with my coco butter then brushed my teeth I went in my room and changed into my White bebe bikini then put my Tight Bebe maxi dress on and my white Giuseppe sandals sprayed myself down with my vanilla body spray I let my hair stay wild and curly I put on some lipgloss and grabbed my bags then left out I put my bags in the back seat then left to Mikey house I seen everybody car parked in the driveway even Chris I sighed and got out the car grabbing my purse , my bag and the containers you can say my hands was full I went up to the door and kicked on it because I couldn't use my hands I heard somebody yell who is it I rolled my eyes "Open the fucking door idiota " they was being slow as hell "estúpida hola toda " I yelled they opened the door up slow and I seen Chris no wonder he took all day "Let me help you " he said grabbing the containers I walked pass him he shook his head I walked to the pool room where everyone was "Hey hoes" I said smiling Red came and picked me up making me drop my bag and purse "put me down Duma " he smirked and put me down "that Spanish shit sexy" he said biting his lip I rolled my eyes walking pass him I hugged everybody and Chris came out he kept staring at me from head to toe "Damn boo your body is sexy as hell" Honey said I laughed "Yo ass real come on be honest " Mijo said smirking I laughed "Yes fool my ass real" everyone laughed "I'm just saying it's fat as hell like Nicki ass" I shook my head "Come on girls lets go swim" Chyna said to us I nodded at stepped out of my shoes then pulling my dress over my head "Damnnnn" the guys except for Ty said "Shut y'all ass up" Mikey said blowing smoke out his mouth "That motherfucka fat as hell" Chris mumbled the guys agreed I walked over to the pool with the girls "bitch you so not done with Chris " Heather said causing Honey and Chyna to agree I shook my head "he don't want me " they looked at me like i'm stupid then pointed at him I turned around to look at he was staring at me with low eyes her nodded his head toward the door standing up I looked back at the girls "go talk to him" they said at the same time I huffed at got out the pool going towards Chris he grabbed my hand and took me to the theatre room "wassup" I said crossing my arms looking at him he smirked "I want you babe" I rolled my eyes "aren't you with Kae" he sighed "no I broke that off because I realised some shit" I raised my eyebrows "oh really ? what ?" he licked his lips and got in my face "that i'm falling for you it's something about you that pull me in every time I get around you I want to hold you every time you smile I get happy or when i'm made I talk to you and you make me forget about all my problems i'm sorry for all that bullshit I never called you that foul shit either she was just tryna get under your skin baby" I was looking down he put his hand under my chin making me look at him "so now what" I said it came out like a whisper he grinned "I wanted to know if I could take you out tomorrow night" I smiled shyly and nodded "I'd really like that" he smiled and restest his forehead against mine and kissed me no it wasn't no peck it was with so much passion he laid me down on one of the theater chairs kissing me all on my neck "mmm" I moaned out all of a sudden we hear whispers on the other side of the door "They so fucking childish " Chris said flipping us over now I was straddling him he put his hands on my ass biting his lip "damn this motherfucka fat as hell and soft" he said smacking it making me moan loud "Hell nah bring y'all ass out of here right now" Mikey said banging on the door we heard laughing "Why don't you just go in" we heard red say laughing somebody must have slapped him or something cause we heard a slap and him say damn Trell we laughed and shook our heads he grabbed a blanket that was laying next to us and covered us up "y'all can bring y'all nosey ass in here now damn " Chris said I layed my head on his chest they all came in the girls was smiling at me the guys dapped Chris Mikey glared at us "Fuck was y'all doing" I laughed and looked at Chris he was staring at me I shook my head and smiled at him "nothing Mikey " he huffed and turned on a movie the lights immediately turned off everybody was sitting back chilling me and Chris was in the way back so they couldn't see us he slipped his hands in my bikini bottom and started rubbing on my ass I bit my lip smiling then looked at him and pecked his lips "Uh Zari you can bring yo ass down here" we smacked our lips "Man she good chill Ty" Chris said mugging him he shrugged "Now nigga" I huffed and layed on Chrissy chest "leave them alone big head" Chyna said laying on Mikey he rolled his eyes and looked back at the movie tonight was better then I expected!