everything we never had

v - angel

I realise I have forgotten my exam the next morning on my 5 am run, I finish my run still and stir up my green smoothie once I get home and hurry upstairs to get my cheer uniform on, do my hair, and tidy my makeup all after my shower. Its 6 am at this point and I'm hurrying to study up and get the facts straight in my head. 

My dad drives me to school he looks stressed and upset he moves with sudden jolts his eyes are bloodshot and I begin to worry that something might be up because when my mom was making my breakfast this morning she looked pretty stressed. I want to say something but I'm already pretty stressed about my exam so I don't need the extra stress ill ask in the afternoon. 

At school, Melody and I stressed about the exam and apparently, Nate had been looking at me weird which is odd he hasn't paid much attention to me for a year or two now he used to bother me all the time but I think he couldn't stand getting rejected all the time so he let that go. I never had much of radar for him I've always been more into jocks rather than bad boys.

The exam is a nightmare that I'm pretty sure I flunked but hopefully it will be ok. I have a solid B average but I'm hoping to turn it into an A as I will be in senior year next term but first, we have our Summer holidays to get through which I have been looking forward to for weeks we have two more weeks including this one which means lots of exams being finished up.

We walk out to the cafeteria and go to our usual table there are a ton of us who sit here and it constantly varies as people are always being dissed and kicked out. I honestly don't have much to do with the drama but people are always confiding in me as I am one of the leaders of our group and I have tons on good advice. Today though when Felicity coming up to me complaining about something that happened with TJ I just couldn't get my parents of my mid they were my two strong pillars what if something was really wrong.