Lyrisches Chaos

Never told you why

Take a moment to look at yourself
With wrinkles of agony and sorrow.
You're not the one I used to know 
And for that I do feel sorry.

Your exhaustion is my fault,
Because I left with no goodbye.
You did everything you could,
And I never told you why.

So, I owe you this last letter.
To let you know I crashed.
Living under constant pressure
Every time you left.

I always swerved your touch
So you could never reach me.
Walking back as many steps,
As you took towards me.

But when you turned away,
I craved for your desire.
Injecting your spirit in my vein,
Getting higher and higher and higher and higher...

This drama would have been
Unbearable for both of us.
Therefore I would rather leave,
Than leaving us so thunderous.

(02 / 2021)

Tell me have you noticed
The tears in my eyes?
Have you ever recognized
This devil in disguise?

Oh, wait a minute. 
You've made it up yourself. 
Be careful what you wish for
It might be what you deserve.

God help!
Make a blind man see!
God help!
Please set me free!
God help!

I don't know what to do,
I'm screaming for you,
Counting four, three, two -
I'm losing my cool! -
And tick, tick, 
Boom.