Besties

-Part 23-

Suicidal thoughts and attempt (she failed)⚠️

He puts you down but you almost fall. You get cleaned up and go back to his room that was different well yea I never fucked you in the shower until now no like- nvm the rest of the day you both stayed in bed until he was gonna go live I'm going live ok you both go and sit down while your scrolling on instagrams he started the live Alyssa made a disstrack on teala really ? Yea it's on TikTok room.....AND teala responded back lemme see she's taking Alyssas left overs so she's taking Willy no well idk I never dated Alyssa btw or teala buuuuuttttt stop ok fine you continue scrolling and set your phone down after a while. Duke grabs your hand and pulls you out the room while the live is still on what's wrong can we please not bring up the past situation which one- his eyes start to get watery what's wrong why are you crying you say wiping his tears the situation with teala ohhh I'm sorry I still feel bad tho it's fine just calm down no it's not fine yes it is, do you want to continue the live not like this you lay down with him on the couch and run your fingers through his hair what if I fall asleep it's ok I'll make something up I'm so stupid why would I do that no your not a few tears run down his cheeks I'm sorry it's fine do you promise you'll never leave me I promise I won't but calm down you can't be on live like this stay with me don't leave me it won't happen again I promise shhh calm down I won't leave you end the live please ok you go back in the room and sit down on your chair umm so duke has a problem and he had to leave the room because of that- well it isn't really a problem but- yk what he basically said to end the live so uhh bye you end the live and go lay down with duke again and find him crying again duke it's fine did you end the live yes I'm collabing with someone but it's also a surprise for you you don't have to duke I want to make things up to you it's fine I'm sleepy go to bed you kiss his cheek and leave it your room good night good night he leaves to his room and falls asleep. In the morning he woke you up what get ready we're going with Tati and the rest and meeting up with Larri THE larray yeah that's- just how long until we leave two hours can i sleep for a little longer no please fine after a while you get ready and leave to larris. When you get there everyone greets you both and he starts filming TikToks for duke and yt vid for Larri. You both leave at after a few hours and get home hey so Tati invited me over wanna come Umm what if I meet you there ok then you go to your room and cry into your pillow, your day hasn't been the best. You woke up feeling terrible, your self esteem was lower than normal, and you hate the way you looked today. After 30 minutes of crying you got up, fixed yourself, and left. When you got there you asked where Duke was
Tati: hi y/n dukes upstairs with sterling
You: oh ok
Tati: what's wrong
You: nothing if he's busy I'll Leave I need to do something either
Tati: don't leave with out your man
You: we aren't dating
Tati: so what are you just sex buddys
You: well if he just considers us that then yes
Tati: dukes right her-
You had already left and didn't hear her, when you got back home those suicidal thoughts came back so you went up to the roof and sat at the edge ready to jump when duke called you yes y/n Tati told me about the conversation I'm on my way home I'll be there in 3 minutes oh ok you hang up and think to yourself "I have to wait until he gets a partner so he can move in with someone". You go back to the apartment and sit down on your bed, your door opens and duke comes in and sits with you I think we aren't just that oh that yea you stay silent and look down are you ok he says putting his finger under your chin and bringing it up I'm fine I was gonna do a duke moose live today oh ok cmon I'm starting in 5 minutes he leave to his office and you come in after 3 minutes ok I'm starting it he answers a few questions but you zone out thinking of what you were gonna do a few minutes earlier y/n ? Hm? Yeah are you ok yes I'm fine you notice a question asking if you starve yourself, I think someone's at the door I'll get it once he leaves the room you answer yes, I do starve myself but don't tell duke, he had his own life you look at the corner of the screen and see duke in the door way oh fuck is that true ? No I just heard you fine what else have you done y/n he says sitting down nothing I thought you would stop I'll be back stop no what are you gonna do I ill be back

That's all this is leading to the moment 👀 I'm guessing it's obvious who's gonna die but like they don't die from suicide