hello besties
love, a word that means so much for everyone and everything. makes everyone feel special. couples, friendship and family use the cute word. well beside mattia, he thought that word was only used to make some think the actually cared about you, but don't.
he went through hell growing up from his dad abusing him and his mother. to his father taking out his anger at mattia and beating him badly. to his mom passing away. he didn't grow up with love.
he didn't feel anything he felt numb. all the feelings he had were nothing. he never smiled is was rare when he did. nobody knew him well beside his 4 friends, they knew why mattia was mattia.
everything changed when kairi was new to the school. mattia had laid eyes on him, he thought the boy was so cute even smiled at the thought of it. his friends were happy that mattia had found love.
kairi, knew how to love someone he grew up with that. his family was perfect everything you can think of. his family supported him and loved him for everything. when he saw mattia he knew he loved the boy. he was tall, brown eyes, tan skin and fluffy hair. everything you can think of.
mattia was brave enough to talk to the smaller boy. it was weird at first because he would stare at the boy for hours. mattia would make kairi blush at the little things.
but nothing last. everything has to come end, every happy thing comes to an end. even love, a love that kairi and mattia gave up.
both boys gave up on love. who knew they would numb for loving someone so much at made them hurt themselves.
love is painful
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anyways i'ma more happy if vic and mattia are dating
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anyways i need new friends lol
