hey ig?
3rd pov
love, a word that can hurt people and make some people happy. that word meant a lot to kairi, his first boyfriend ever mattia. used the word to make the boy happy of course he meant.
but he cheated you think loving someone doesn't mean they would cheat? right? no, it's a choice you make not a mistake. a mistake mattia did to happy kairi, he hasn't been so happy since well mattia.
always smoking weed or cutting himself, making him feel better. not knowing the pain he was doing to himself, crying in bedroom wondering what he did wrong. they were so perfect together not having problems, i guess everyone hides things.
mattia hasn't been okay either but he know it was his choice, but he didn't mean to hurt the small boy. but he did, he's an asshole for that he knows, everyone knows he's an asshole. he starts to think were did they so poorly, kairi gave him everything to him. just to get hurt by some boy.
the boys never saw eachother again both moving far away. not caring if one of them got married, their friends missed the old them. the happy them. i mean who doesn't.
mattia got into addiction too, smoking weed or drinking alcohol. to forget the pain he has done to himself. crying that he lost his lover but it was his fault no one's but his. i guess he didn't deserve someone so lovely like kai kai.
how y'all doing?
