SEXTAPE (sebastian stan)

five. gotta beg for it

Indigo arrived at the Camelot first. She walked into the building with a hoodie on and sunglasses—defiantly not suspicious. She paid for the room in cash before grabbing the room key and heading upstairs. She took the staircase as they almost never had security cameras there and she didn't want to leave a trace.

As Indigo waited in the empty room, she couldn't stop herself from pulling out her phone. Her and Sebastian were all over every form of social media. Some did speculate that she was lying about being the one in the video, others took her word as truth and ran with it. Both Sebastian and Alyssa hadn't made any comments on the situation, though it wouldn't be long before they did.

Her actions still hadn't sunk in despite it being a full twelve hours since she had told the press it was her. She saw people call her terrible, vile names, but it didn't affect her. Probably because she knew it wasn't true. She would never sleep with an engaged man nor videotape it.

But May would.

Indigo knew she would have to face the bad feelings she got about the whole situation but it was May. The girl who basically created her. She had May to thank for everything except her talent, but that was only fifty percent of what mattered in Hollywood. You needed connections and luck. And May took care of that.

She couldn't silence her mind that raced with thoughts that hurt her head. She ended up doing something she thought she would never do. She pulled out and looked up the video.

It wasn't hard, you barely had to finish typing 'Sebastian' before it auto-filled. Then there were thousands of google pages dedicated to different copies of the same video and articles about the situation. She clicked the first one then turned her phone to get full screen and then watched with intent.

The video started with Sebastian behind May in doggy style. Indigo noted that she did look very similar to May. It would be impossible to tell the difference between the two thanks to their very similar look and that it was dark in the room. Sebastian smiled, his hands wandering up and down May's naked figure. He smirked before biting his lip due to her moan out. Her hand reached out, trying to pull him closer.

"Na-uh, baby, gotta beg for it," Sebastian tutted out, his smirk growing.

"Please," she whined out.

"Please what, baby girl?"

"Fuck me, daddy, please."

"Good girl."

Sebastian then thrust into her, causing both of them to let out sinful moans.

Indigo studied Sebastian, almost forgetting that it was her best friend in that video. He looked so smug and confident. She had never seen him that way before. The few times they had hung out he seemed sweet, a perfect gentleman. One time Indigo got drunk at an after-party when both May and Alyssa were out of town and he spent the night with her to make sure she was okay. It didn't make any sense that he would cheat on his fiance, let alone record it.

But that smirk made her forget everything she knew. He looked completely complacent with himself. Almost like he was proud.

She was so wrapped up in studying in his face (and moans, and little praises) that she didn't even realize that Sebastian slipped into the room. It wasn't until she heard his booming voice that she snapped back into reality.

"Jesus, you're watching it?" He almost growled.

When she heard his voice she quite literally threw her phone across the room in shock. He let out a little laugh at the action before grabbing her phone. He sighed in relief when he saw the timestamp. She wasn't that far into it.

"Why would you have sex with May?" Indigo blurted. "Why would you record it?"

"Isn't that something you should ask May?"

"No. She's a reck right now. Thanks to you."

"Thanks to me? I didn't leak the fucking tape. And I sure as hell didn't say that you should take the blame for it. It's probably killing her that you're doing this, you know. She did everything she could to help you know you're throwing it all away."

"I love her," Indigo defended. "That's why I did it. I don't care if I never act again, as long as she can. She loves it. I couldn't let this ruin it."

"You love it too, don't you?"

Indigo took a deep breath. She did. She had loved acting ever since she saw her first play when she was five. She loved everything about it. How you could completely disappear into a character, how you could take someone to a different world, make them care about fictional characters, how you could make people feel something. She absolutely loved it.

"Doesn't matter, I love her more."

"God, Indigo," Sebastian groaned, running his hands through his hair.

"Why does it matter if it's me anyway?"

He let out a chuckle full of disbelief. "You mean besides the fact that I'm sixteen years older than you?" He went silent for a second, her clueless, puppy dog face making his blood boil. "Alyssa was practically your mentor. And there's that little fact that you were a minor when I met you."

"So?"

"Jesus, don't be stupid. Everyone finds that shit suspicious. People can call me a cheater but I'm not a fucking predator."

"Don't be mean."

"Are you fucking kidding me, Indigo? You put yourself in this situation, that's your fault. I'm sorry if my anger comes out as me being mean."

Indigo looked up at Sebastian, realizing his towering height over her.

"Why did you even want to meet me here? Just to scold me? Or is there something you actually wanted to discuss?"

He rolled his eyes at her, rubbing his temples.

"People are gonna want context. When, why, where." He explained as he began to pace. "Last summer Alyssa called off the engagement, we could say that I saw you at a party and we both got really drunk. Then I took you back to a hotel room."

"Fine, okay."

Sebastian paused for a moment, looking down at the young girl.

"I can't believe that this is happening."

"If it's any constellation, neither can I."

author's note!
apologies for the little sex scene there,
but get used to it, i guess. i hope you
are enjoying so far!