Steps of love ✔

Chapter - 5

Nine

"Why did you buy so many things anyway?" Joong asked me.

I was driving home while Joong accompanied me saying that he would help me unload the things. He was really very nice and helpful. I was getting good vibes from him.

"We'll be hosting an event tomorrow. It is about supporting LGBT rights. We work in an organisation which supports these rights. So I needed to buy these things." I told him.

"Wow its a unique work. And how does it work?" He asked curiously.

"Well you can say our moto is 'Love has no gender'. So we pick up some homosexual couples to give speech showing their love and affection towards each other, publicly in order to make people understand how it works. Like this year Ben and Earth, two of my bestfriends, will be giving the speech. We also collect funds for transgenders" I said.

"You work really hard organising everything." He said.

"If its about love then you have to work hard a bit isn't it? Love has no boundaries, no limits, no tags. It is pure. So if our hard work helps to unite the people who are truly in love, its all worth." I answered smiling.

"So you also believe in the concept of true love?" He asked a bit hesitantly.

"Uhmm yes if you say so. I believe in love and I believe that there is a person always waiting for you in this world. But if you ask my personal opinion I would say that I belive in the word love and its depth but I am scared just because of its depth. Once you love someone you can't unlove them and in this world where everything is temporary how could you gurantee that your love will last forever? And considering the never-ending cravings of human either way you'll be hurt in the end. Even if you are able to grow old with your love you can't deny oblivion since we are all mortal. So if you already know that it is only pain and loss you would recieve anyway why would you chose the path?

And further cosidering myself I don't think I'm made to be loved. I'm rude, logical thinker, can't express my feelings. Who would want to tolerate my tantrums? I don't want to burden someone with my mood swings." I said letting my heart out.

I never spoke so much with anyone or say so much to someone. But I felt like he would understand me. I felt like telling him everything.

From the corner of my eye I could see his blank expression, he was still absorbing what I said.