Sitting there in black letters.
M.YG
Was that the guy who pushed me or the person who caught me?
God I hope it was the one who caught me.
It has taken me almost 2 hours of just sitting infront of my door and controlling my breathing to get my heart to calm down and my building anxiety attack to disperse.
I feel weak and my body is trembling.
Forcing myself up, legs shaking.
I try not to fall as I make my way to the kitchen, not that there is any apetite for food at all but I learned my lession last time I forgot to eat. I got the biggest scolding from Juri when he found out.
Last time I was feeling very little so this time I must force myself to stay big.
Although it is extremely difficult in this situation.
Sitting down with a bowl of ramen I let my mind roam.
My body feels different.
I can feel something affecting it.
Is this the bond Juri was talking about?
I remember he told me that he can feel Yujin's emotions. He told me alot more but that is the one thing that stuck.
It feels like someone is reassuring me, like I'm being hugged.
Impossible. I am alone right now.
'I need to talk to someone, maybe I should call Juri. '
With that thought I whip up my phone and dial my friend, hearing the beeping as I place the phone against my ear.
"...You have reached Juri. I am not near my phone at the moment but please try again later or be like a normal person and text me."
With a heavy sigh I end the call and send a quick text instead, telling him to call me when he sees it.
Now I really don't know what to do, I know he is with Yujin today.
They were going to have some "alone time" so I know he won't answer either.
They are probably having sex or something.
Rolling my eyes, cringing at the disturbing thought I gulp down the last of my ramen.
Not feeling even slightly better after the food I sluggishly walk over to my bedroom and take my place on the soft mattres.
Letting myself fall back on the comfy bed and take in the situation I'm in.
1. I found my soulmate, atleast one of them.
2. I have no idea who it is or what they look like.
3. I think I feel the bond, it is something atleast.
Maybe the internet have some answers for me?
Whipping my phone up a second time,
I tap on the icon bringing me to the searchfield.
Typing in 'soulmates and bond' and press 'search', opening the first site that pops up.
-What happens when you meet your soulmate. -
'Hmm, seems legit enough.' I think to myself and scroll down to read more.
-when you meet your soulmate you will feel the bond take place. The feeling is simular for everyone,
Your body feels like it's on fire. Every vein throbbing and your skin tingling.
You are going to experience a euphoric feeling spreading through your body while your mark is going to burn as the initials turn to black instead of grey. -
Yeah so far it's accurate.
But not exactly what I was looking for.
Scrolling down there is something catching my eye.
-The soulmate bond-
There we go.
-As we all know the soulmate bond will let you feel eachothers emotions. But somethings may wary from person to person. There is a posibility that you can sense when your soulmate is in danger or any form of distress such as anxiety, panic attacks etc.
the mate bond will affect you strongly.
If it's a newly formed bond, you will feel your body changing, not on the outside but on the inside.
It is important to remember that all of this i normal.
There are 3 stages of the bond.
Initiation
The Build
The Finalizing
If the the soulmates are away from eachother for too long before the finalizing is complete it will damage the bond and it won't be repareable.
It is very important to not let this happen.
A damaged bond will affect your body in more ways than one. -
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Darkness within (bts soulmate ff)
Fanfiction(Y/n) is a girl far from normal. She is what other people would call broken. How is she supposed to find the seven soulmates engraved in her arm? And will her dark and heavy past catch up with her? But most importanly, how will she cope with secret...
