I spend almost 15 minutes staring the ceiling of my room, still thinking about the date that happened. Like wow? Hindi ko alam kung makakakuha pa ba ako ng clue or what. Masyadong magulo, malito, saka walang ibang pagbabasehan noong mga sulat.
I still remember how Park Jimin almost know what hobbies I do and what are the things I want. Habang tumatagal naiisip ko na siya yung nagpapadala sakin ng sulat.
First of all, the first letter I received was in green one. The theory that I have is that he's Tae Hyung's soulmate and he can easily borrow things that's why it is written in a green card. I accidentally seeing him looking at me, smiling. It is just that the day I bumped into Namjoon was out of context. I am sure that Namjoon is the one that put the letter on my books, and it makes no sense in my theories.
Hay! Mas nakakastress pa ito sa mga subjects ko. Naalala ko nanaman yung date.
*Flashback*
"Let's go?"nakangiting sabi ni Jimin sa akin saka ako pinagbuksan ng pintuan sa kanyang sasakyan.
So this is Park Jimin's car. Park Jimin is driving a Porsche Carrera and I am with him. This isn't a dream of mine, but heck. Kahit sino ay mapapatulala kapag siya ang kasama mo sa date. I don't do fangirl pero, can I disregard that now?
Sumakay ako sa passenger seat, I believe na siya sa driver seat. Still wearing our school uniform and an ID, Park Jimin looks like a branded student driving a very pretty car.
Kahit na nakaharap lang ako sa harapan ay nakikita ko pa din siya sa peripheral vision ko. He tucked in his seatbelt, gently fix his hair using the mirror in upper part of the dash board and how he clicked the key to start the car. Nakakapanghina, gayong hindi pa naman kami nagsisimula magdate at aalis pa lang ng school. Kung ganito lang din manlalambot ang tuhod ko ngayon, paano na lang mamaya?
Hindi ko namalayan na unti-unti na pala akong napalingon sa kanya at napatitig. He gently position his right hand at the back of my seat para makapagbaling. Jesus, sorry for the curse, pero f**k, napakalapit ng mukha miya sakin, at sa sobrang bigla ay hindi ako nakagalaw agad.
His face is just inches away from my face. I can smell his scent, even his breath. Nang napansin niyang nabigla ako sa sobrang lapit ng interaction namin any ngumiti siya sa akin showing his set of perfect teeth. Agad akong nagiwas ng tingin. Mukhang ikamamatay ko ang date na 'to.
Ramdam kong namumula ang mukha ko. Hindi ko alam ang gagawin kong reaction. Shocks! Sobrang gwapo niya!
Sa sobrang pagkamangha sa mukha niya ay hindi ko namalayan na nakalabas na pala kami ng school. Now I know the reason why girls get crazy over them, they are so..... I can't describe it, somewhat intimidating.
Napansin niya ata ang sobrang pagkahiya ko kaya nagopen siya ng conversation between us.
"Do you have a place in mind where we can spend our date?" Tanong niya sa akin. Boses pa lang niya ay kinakabahan na ako. Mukhang buong date ay ganito ang magiging pakiramdam ko.
"Uh-Yyy-you can go anywhere. I-I don't do dates. I-its my first time." Utal utal na sabi ko sa kanya sa sobrang kaba.
Natawa siya sa pagiging utal utal ko. "Don't be nervous, I won't bite you. Just be yourself and don't be intimidated by me, I'm a human like you. Hindi tayo nagkakaiba."
Napatungo na lang ulit ako sa sinabi niya. Hindi ko kasi maiwasan na mahiya. Bukod sa first time ko 'to, si Park Jimin 'to, si PARK JIMIN.
"If you don't have a place in mind, then I will be the one to choose our dating spot. Let's go to the mall first. Let's change our clothes " parang excited na sabi niya.