Pregnant with Grayson's baby

Chapter 19

Janelles POV

"I could lose you" he screamed

"Ok Grayson calm down, will talk about it at home because I don't want liv to find out" I said calmly.

"Ok when are you aloud to go home" he asked with an angry look.

"Now" I said getting up and changing cause they had me in those hospital gowns.

"Ok I will go sign you out" he said walking out of the room and slamming it behind him.

When I was done getting changed I walked out and there was olivia and Grayson waiting there.

"Janelle are you ok" she asked worried.

"Ya I'll be fine can I just go home I want some alone time with Gray" I said walking and talking .

"Ya sure, Grayson do you have your car here" olivia asked.

"Yup" he said still angry walking in front of us.

"Wow what got him so mad" olivia whispered asked to me.

"I don't know" I said looking at the ground.

We finally reached the car and I said good bye to Olivia and thanked her for all that she has done. I got in the car where Grayson was already with the car started and it was dead quiet and not a comfortable quiet.

We finally reached the house in 5 minutes I quickly got out of the car and walked to the house and unlocked the door and went in, I quickly took of my shoes and went upstairs in to Graysons room.

"Janelle" I heard Grayson yell to me after I heard a slam of the door, then heard foot steps coming up the steps.

"Janelle we need to talk about this" Grayson said coming into the room.

"What do we need to talk about, when I have these babies I could either die or I could live..." then I got cut off by Grayson.

"That's the problem Janelle I don't want to lose you" he screamed.

"But even if you do lose me you will have two precious things that are apart of me " I said.

"If your gone and these things live, I don't want them I will be reminded every single time when I look at them that their the thing that killed the one thing I love most in this world" he said in an angry tone.

"No baby your thinking of this negatively" I said going up to him and wrapping my arms around his neck.

"No I'm just thinking that I can lose you" he said.

"No it's a possibility" I said.

"This is messed....its a game of chance and I don't want you to be in it" Grayson said sternly " your getting an abortion" he said then walking out slamming the door then I heard another door slam .

I was shaken when he said that, it surprised me so much because he would rather kill his own two children then have me die.

I decided to go have a hot shower and let the water hit me when I think about this.

I got in the shower letting the hot water hit me so I could think about what I'm going to do but it's definitely not to get an abortion. More and more I think about this I couldn't take it I finally just broke down I was sobbing in the shower letting the tears run down my face.

10 more minute of just standing there crying I finally stopped and decided to hop out.

I got out of the shower and put on some sweatpants and a t-shirt and went to go lay down. when I was laying down my eyes were getting heavier and heavier by the minute until I finally drifted of to sleep

"Janelle wake up" I heard someone whisper to me "janelle"he said once again

"What" I said groaning and tuning the other way so I can face him

"I'm sorry for saying that, I want to have these babies it's just I don't want to lose you" Grayson said looking down

"Gray your not going to lose me I promise that we're going to be a family" I said lifting up his chin so he was looking at me

"Ok" he said and I gave him a peck on the lips

"Now come here and cuddle with me" I said laughing

Grayson jumped over me and got underneath the covers and I scooted close to him and he wrapped his arms around my body while I placed my head on his chest.

"I love you" Grayson said kissing the top of my forehead

"I love you too" I said before I drifted off to a deep slumber.