I'm Sorry, Good Luck - 3

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MIKE POV
I stared at the ceiling. This was so difficult. Eleven was beautiful and my first girlfriend but Lily was new and also beautiful. I was torn between them. I could tell something was up with El. It's probably my fault. I was harsh and a dick. I was a total douchebag. Dammit! I feel so bad. Why did I do this? I messed so much up. I just want El, but I also like Lily. This is so difficult. Such a tricky situation. It's all my fault I'm in it too. I screwed up so bad, so bad. I did this to myself. I deserve to hurt from it. I did this. Now it's done. It's done and I'm stuck. I'm gonna be stuck in this situation and be miserable. Given my luck I won't get either girl in the end won't I. Who am I kidding I know who I want. I want El. She's beautiful smart and her powers are the coolest thing! Plus she is into comic books and dnd and cool things unlike Lily. I just want El back. She won't take me back now though. I mean look at me. I'm a mess and a jerk. A big jerk who broke her heart.

ELEVEN POV
I have just been hanging out with Max. I do really enjoy spending time with her but I miss Mike. I need to get over him, he likes Lily now. He wouldn't want me, a jealous nerdy idiot. I should just give up. I fell onto my bed thinking about when we were together. It was so simple and nice. Plus, Hopper wasn't gone either. I'm slowly losing everyone. Maybe I don't deserve them. Maybe I did something wrong. I love Mike so much but he doesn't love me. I miss his sweet hugs and when he would hold me tight and make everything okay. He didn't see me as a monster. He saw me as something other than just a girl with powers. A lab rat. He saw me as a girl. A person. That's all I could've asked for. More than that. He gave me so much. A life a home and love. I don't want to lose him but it's too late. If only I tried hatd enough. It sucks to say goodbye. I'm sorry, good luck. I let out a sigh. This was so annoying. I just wanted Mike. If only Mike wanted me. This was such a hard situation. I fell asleep in my bed hoping tomorrow wouldn't hurt as bad.

Sorry for the shorter chapter but hey it's out!  Hope you enjoyed.

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