Because Of You...

22. unfortunate events

Ashers POV

While I sat on the row of chairs spacing out from the strangers beside me, awful thoughts we're racing through my head and my heart was racing out of my chest. Where is She? Is she in pain? Is she alive? Is our baby alive? They wouldn't leave me alone. Annie needed none of this. Her life already sucks. She deserves better. Someone better than me. I can't help but think that this is all my fault.

I called my brother. I knew I could count on him. I think i'd be a thousand miles down the highway if it weren't for him. He went to go get me coffee. It was now 3 AM and at this point caffeine was the only thing keeping me alive. As I had my head glued into the palm of my hands, I seen two feet standing above me. Avi was holding a cup of coffee infront of my face. I took it from his hands letting out a sigh as he sat down beside me. " Thanks lil bro" I said while staring at my feet. Ave patted my back. " Asher, shes in good hands. They know what they are doing. She's gonna be okay. " he told me reassuringly. I looked up at him. "I know. I just- I cant loose her Avi. Not now." As I spoke to him I could tell their was something else bothering him. His eyes looked scared; like he wanted to tell me something but he couldn't say it. "Avi...what's wrong buddy?" He looked at me with fear in his eyes. "It's nothing. You don't need any more stress. You have enough to worry about." Avi replied. "Hey. Your my brother. Brothers listen." I gave him a small grin. He hesitated for a minute. "Well I-" He took a deep breath. " I got Hayley pregnant." I almost choked on my coffee. " Gosh. I didn't expect to hear that. You guys are young. But. I'm here for you." He had tears of fright in his eyes. It was obvious he wasn't ready. At all. "Avi. It will be okay." I said as I pulled him in for a hug. " Mum's gonna kill me Asher. It just sucks because we were safe. It was not our intentions." he said as he had his elbows on his knees. "Well, then its noones fault. You were sensible. She can't hate you. I'm here if you ever need anything." I told him. "Thanks " Avi said with a grin. " and Avi. Be there for her. She needs you. More than ever right now." He gave me a nod of his head.

I was going to go get another cup of coffee but I was interrupted from my journey. "Mr Angel?" I heard my name being called from the waiting room. I immediately turned back. " YES. Im here. My girl. Is she okay. Please." The doctor could tell l was stressed. "Okay. Young man. I need you to calm down. Come with me." He said. Avi gave me slight grin and a nod. I followed the tall man down the halls. I could hear the brief screaches of women as I walked down the maternity ward. Not gonna lie. I hoped and prayed that that would be us. In the hospital. Holding juliannas hand as we awaited the arrival of our child. I had a feeling that wasn't going to be the case. He led me into a room with other nurses and doctors. I hear the beat of my heart as I sat on the chair resting my hands on my lap.
"Okay. Asher. Im going to need you to answer some general questions for us." The female nurse with a tight ponytail said. "sure" I braced myself for what was going to be said. I prayed my girl was okay.

SORRY ITS SHORT. IVE BEEN BUSY. DIDNT WANT TO LEAVE YOU ALL HANGING.