Because Of You...

23. heart ache

Ashers POV

I took a deep breath to get ready for the first question. " Okay. What is wrong with Julianna and how old is she?" the nurse asked. "She's 18 and shes pregnant with my baby. She started bleeding from the below area and described it as a knife being jabbed into her lower abdomen." I tried to be strong. "Oh... okay and do you have any idea of what might have caused the bleeding?" The waterworks came. "Sorry... Yes...she was raped and hit. By her dad. I called the police and they took him." i said in between my sniffles. Another female nurse rubbed my arm to try cheer me up. Nothing was going to cheer me up until i found at both my child and my girl was okay.  "Oh my...I'm so sorry. thank you for answering honestly. I know it's hard. Dr lenon will be in shortly to update you. Hang in there." She said. I gave her brief grin as she left the room.

I just sat there in the chair for 10 minutes tapping my foot and fiddling with my hands. I heard the noise of a door closing behind me. " You must be young Mr Angel. I'm doctor lenon. I'll be updating your girlfriend? " I corrected him. "fiancee actually." I said. " Ah. Good for you. Anyway. I'm delighted to tell you that she is okay but will need same recovery time. " A giant weight had just been lifted of my shoulders. " Oh thand G*d! And what about our baby? Is it okay?! " I prayed for a good reply. " That we still don't know but as soon as I hear news I will let you know." It was better than no answer. "If you follow me. you can see her." finally! "That would be amazing. Thank you." I followed him down the halls to a room that had glass windows. My baby was lying in the bed staring haplessly at her belly with bandages all over her. I ran into her. Her face lit up. "Oh,jules. I love you!! Your gonna be okay." I said while giving her a big kiss. " I missed you so much. One minute I was being Whisked away from you and the next I'm laying here." I felt so bad for her.
"I know my love. It was scary." I gripped her hand and rubbed it to confort her. "Are you in pain Anns?" She looked up at me and said. " Not physically, but emotionally." She buried rested her head on my shoulder. I kissed the top of it, brushing her hair to the side.

Annies pov

I don't exactly know what happened once I was wisked away from Asher. I guess I lost so much blood that now i'm here lying in a hospital bed. Something feels different. I feel empty.  I have a funny feeling something isn't right. A doctor came through the door. I sat up on the bed. "Mr Angel. Could I speak with you outside for a minute?" I knew it wasn't good. Asher stood up and kissed my hand to leave with the doctor. My heart was racing. I started stress grabbing my skin. The doctor had pulled over the window blinds so I couldn't see them. I was dreading what the doctor was saying to Asher at this very moment. I heard footsteps coming back towards the door. I go up of the bed and stood beside it. The door opened. It was Asher. He just Stood there as if he seen a gohst. He stared into my eyes. Just as I thought. It wasn't okay. He shook his head from side to Side. My heart actually hurt. I lost my baby. And all because of my stupid f-ing dad.

I feel on my knees and tears came pouring down my cheeks. Asher ran to me. He was also crying. He got down to my level and pulled me close to him. It usually made me feel better but this time it just didn't. Asher buried his head into me. "I'm s-so sorry baby. " he said trying to calm himself down. I still had no words because I just didn't even feel like talking. "This was never our plan and I never meant for it to go like this. I can't help but think that this was my fault and I'm sorry. If I had just gotten there sooner then we wouldn't feel like this. You wouldn't feel like this. " he said whilst facing me. Is he seriously taking the blame for this? No. It was not his fault. I had to tell him. I put my hand on his cheek and turned his head to face me. " Ash. DO NOT beat yourself up about this. You saved me. I could have even been dead. But because of you I'm right here with you. Yes. It will take a while to move on from this but I have you. Right?" I said. "Always and forever Annie." Asher said with a smirk. I kissed his lips to make him feel better. " Better?" I asked whilst leaning away. " mmm... I don't know?I think I need one more to be sure." He's such a dork sometimes. "umm.nope!" I said. "aww come on. Quit teasing me. your gonna end up turning me on and I don't think that would end up well." He made a good point. I kissed him one last time. "yayyyyyy. I won." He is seriously a big kid sometimes. "Okay now, you need to get some sleep. I need you to at least have some energy left." He lifted me up and set me carefully on the bed keeping in mind I was delicate.

He lay beside me and I put my head on his open arm. "Asher?" I asked in a gentle tone. "what my Angel?" he replied whilst fiddling with my fingers. "Do you think they would let me see the baby?" He looked at me in shock. "you're up for that? I guess if you asked they might. I can check in the morning." said Asher. "Okay. Goodnight. I love you." I said quietly. I tucked myself in close to him. " Night Anns. I love you so much." he said whilst giving me a small kiss on my head.

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