𝐕𝐢𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐞 𝐇𝐚𝐜𝐤𝐞𝐫 𝐈𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬

𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐞𝐜𝐮𝐫𝐞

TW MENTION OF EATING DISORDERS AND SELF HARM⚠️

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Y/N POV

I'm standing in the middle of Vinnie's room sobbing while looking in the mirror. I'm grasping at my stomach and trying to suck in and see if I look better. But that only makes me cry more. I really wish I was skinnier. I'm not overweight or anything I've just always felt so insecure about my body and what other people think. 

In LA Vinnie is around all of these gorgeous girls, and for some reason he's with me. I've also always felt insecure about my skin color. Black women are so beautiful, but when you don't see anyone that looks like you around it can really hurt.

When I was younger I used to starve myself because of how much I hated my body. I would go whole days without eating because I thought it meant I would be prettier or better in some way, but all it did was hurt me. I could feel my old habits start to creep up again. I noticed a had been skipping meals and underrating. 

I've tried my best to keep it from Vinnie cause I don't want him to notice, but I think he's starting to catch on.

Vinnie POV

I'm standing in the kitchen making y/n a griller cheese (her favorite). She has seemed really off lately. She hasn't been eating as much and is always super tired. I know she has struggled with eating in the past so I need to make sure she is ok. I put her grilled cheese on a plate along with some fruit and a napkin. 

As I walk up the steps I hear what sounds like crying coming from my room. "Baby?" I yell. "Are you ok babe?" I race up the steps and walk in to see y/n crying while looking in mirror. I immediately put the plate down and run over to hug her.

"Babbyyy, are you ok? What's wrong?" She struggles to speak through her tears. I pick her up and she wraps her legs around me as I sit down on my bed. I rub her back as she hides her face in my neck. "y/n you can tell me anything what going on?" "I hate myself" she whispers. 

"I'm just not pretty. I hate my body, I hate everything about me. Every other girl here is so pretty and I'm just ugly. You're literally perfect Vinnie, you have an amazing body, abs for days, and don't even get me started on your side profile." "Why are you with me I'm just-" 

I cover her mouth to get her to stop

Y/N POV

He covers my mouth t get me to stop talking. "Y/N you are the most amazing girl I have ever laid eyes on. You are so incredibly gorgeous. I love everything about you. Your body is amazing,  would stare at it all day if I could. 

I love your thighs, your hair, your eyes, your smile, everything baby. And that will never change." he says while running his hands up and down my back.

"I don't ever want you to feel like you're not enough." "I am so madly in love with you. Okay babe?" He wipes my tears and kisses my forehead. "I love you" "I love you too baby". We cuddle up in his bed, turn on my favorite Disney movie and fall asleep together. He is the best thing that has ever happened to me.

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