Thoughts

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I took a carriage and went back to the castle as I was no mood talking to people. I couldn't help but think about what just had happened with me and Riddle..

Did I really start liking him?Nono..how can this be possible. He is a monster.. what if really I like him?.. infatuations...nvm..happens in this age...!!I need to finish the work that Dumbledore gave me as soon as possible..I mean how am I supposed to gain his trust. This will take time..and I ve never done things like this..

I changed my cloths and laid on my bed still thinking about the work that's pending..

Then suddenly I got an idea!. What if I try to get into his circle of so called friends...then maybe he would trust  me. And what if he comes to know about my plan..then am surely screwed.

After somtime Lilly and Molly came back... and as soon as Molly entered she literally shooted me with questions.

M: Tell me everything IN DETAIL!!

Y/n: Molly can I pls say u tomorrow cause I am really tired..and don't call me for dinner..am gonna go to sleep..bye guys..

L: y/n..

Y/n: pls lill..no more..am tired..

Even if I tried to sleep I couldn't..thoughts about Tom Marvolo Riddle was comming to my mind...

Once again a vry interesting thought crossed my mind..

What if..I can bring his humanity back...am..sure deep down somewhere he has it..it's not ttoo late..it's can and I have to stop him from practicing dark magic..

And thinking all these...I slowly dozed off to sleep.

**Next morning**

Next morning I woke up. I looked at my alarm clock and I was literally shocked..it was 11 am and I missed 2 classes. Anyways...I was too tired...to wakeup.

I dressed up and to say the truth I was feeling quite depressed.. I didn't know why...I went out..

The corridor was empty ..everyone was doing their  classes.. I decided to go to the black lake...where no one was there to disturb me...

I went near the black lake and sat down... I missed my dad..who wouldn't...I never imagined something like this would happen to me..I missed my friends.. and trust me the feeling was miserable..then the mission which I had to complete came to my mind...and whenever I thought of that mission I felt a sharp pain in my chest..

Tears rolled down my cheeks..why me?! Why is it me all the time...it lost my mom then now I can't meet my dad even if I want to..and Tom...What about him!!

I literally started sobbing...the  real truth is I needed Love...of course my dad loved me but he used me too..every time every single person comes to me if they need something...these thoughts were crossing my mind repeatedly..

I really wish someone would love me...without any reason without any motive but who would!?

Someone who would wipe off my tears before they fall on the ground.. but will I ever happen..

I laid on the soft green grass wiping my tears looking up  at the blue sky...and these thoughts comming and going..

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