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TW// DEATH, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS CW// SCHOOL
Tyler huffed, slamming his laptop shut. If school was to help, it wasn't very helpful. "I can't do it, I can't do it," Tyler sobbed to himself, he buried his face in his hands. Josh came into the room. "Tyler? What's wrong, love?" Josh whispered, picking him up. "It's too much, Josh. I c-can't find the motivation to do anything, and I do-don't know life seems to go way too fast, death seems the only way to escape. I-I can't keep up, the fact that others can do it but I can't makes me so jealous and frustrated. I wish I could but I can't find it, no matter how hard I try. Life's so hard, a-and I know I can do it but I can't find it," Tyler whispered. Josh frowned, he hugged Tyler tightly. "Tyler, I know it's hard. It's scary, the fact that people can do it but you can't. And that's okay, love. School doesn't define you, it's not your fault. It's hard to find motivation, it's like a miracle when you have it. It feels like no one cares if you can't do it because everyone else can so why can't you? It feels like an endless cycle when one report card's done, here comes another one. It's neverending, huh? 90 percents and 100 percents are so amazing to teachers, right? They're like you've been working so hard! Well, I have too even though I'm so far from that? I'm trying I'm trying but you don't see it because my grade isn't perfect? Crying doesn't fix it but I can't seem to bring myself to do anything. I can't do anything because I'm anxious that I'll get a bad grade and it'll break my motivation. I push it away until it's bad, I can't do it," Josh whispered. Tyler sniffled. "It's gonna be okay, Ty. I promise. Sure, this your last year before you move on to something but that doesn't mean anything. Music makes you happy, work toward it. We're gonna die one day, we're only living this one life. I promise one bad grade doesn't kill you, the people around you might but it's okay. It's okay. They can't do anything, they can't hurt you only you can, love. We try next time just as hard, okay? It doesn't matter, grades don't matter. To society, it might but to your life, it doesn't. You can do it, we can do anything. I'm here to help, okay? I love you," Josh comforted. Tyler kissed him gently. "I love you, Josh. I love you so much," Tyler whispered.
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Josh decided Tyler needed some sort of break, he fixed Tyler something while the brunette had gone out to the convenience store. "Hey," Josh smiled when Tyler came in through the front door. Tyler smiled, hugging Josh tightly. He was in a much better mood which let him finish one missing assignment, it was small but it helped him a bit. "I have something for you," Josh whispered. Tyler looked up at him. "What is it?" he asked softly. "Can't tell you but I need to ask you something," Josh whispered. Tyler raised his eyebrow. "Are you in the mood for sex?" Josh asked. Tyler bit his lip, he nodded. "Yeah? We can have you slip into little space after that, so you can calm down, okay? A day off doesn't hurt, love," Josh whispered. Tyler buried his face in the crook of Josh's neck. "Fuck me, please," Tyler whispered. Josh smirked, he grabbed Tyler hand and led him to their room. "Oh, Josh," Tyler breathed, having seen all their toys laid out on their bed and the bed fixed so they could ruin it. "You're so beautiful, Tyler," Josh whispered, grabbing Tyler's jaw and kissing him gently. Tyler grunted, wrapping his arms around Josh's neck. Josh picked his thighs up and sat Tyler down on their bed. They engaged in a heated make out session. Josh groaned and pulled Tyler onto his waist. "Joshie," Tyler whimpered, rolling his hips. Josh pulled him down and kissed him heavily. Tyler moaned into his boyfriend's mouth.
Josh's hands went to Tyler's ass. He squeezed the squishy flesh before slapping his ass lightly. Tyler moaned, gripping Josh's neck. "A-Ah," Tyler moaned. Josh knew he was sensitive enough to cum just from this but Josh had something else in mind. "Are you hard, love?" Josh whispered. "Yes, it hurts, Joshie," Tyler gasped. Josh cupped Tyler's cheek. Tyler looked into Josh's eyes lovingly. "Are you proud of me?" Tyler whispered. Josh smiled. "Of course, I am. I'm so proud of you," Josh whispered, kissing Tyler's lips. Tyler giggled. "You make me so happy," Tyler beamed. Josh's heart fluttered, he kissed Tyler passionately. Tyler sheepishly smiled as Josh flipped them over and looked down at him. "Sorry, you're really beautiful. I can't get over it," Josh whispered, his eyes glazed with love. "Oh, Josh. You're so sweet," Tyler breathed, pulling Josh down and kissing him again. "I love you," Josh whispered, smiling as Tyler whined. Their clothes were pulled off and tossed to the side. Josh nudged Tyler's hole making Tyler moan. "No prep, please just... put it in," Tyler whispered. Josh grinned. Tyler cried out as Josh pushed into him. Josh moaned softly, bottoming out instantly. "Josh!" Tyler choked out, his body spasmed in a mix of pain and pleasure. Josh moaned, his hips thrusting forward. Tyler whimpered.
"Harder, please," Tyler moaned, his hand traling down to touch himself. "Baby, you're so hot," Josh moaned, his hips snapping quicker. Tyler whimpered, his hand quickly stroking his cock, his pace was erratic. Tyler's eyes rolled back when Josh hit his prostate. "Tyler, fuck," Josh groaned, he pounded into Tyler's hole. "O-Oh my-," Tyler gasped, his hand shaking as he jerked off. His hand was staring to cramp but he didn't care, it felt amazing. The room smelled of sex, skin making contact with skin sounded through the room. "Tyler," Josh groaned, gripping Tyler's waist. Tyler gripped his dick, he moaned. "J-Josh! Oh fuck," Tyler screamed as he came. Josh groaned, seeing Tyler shake and squirm turned him on so much. Josh grabbed Tyler's wrists and pinned them above his head. Tyler's eyes looked into his as Josh continued to chase his own high. Tyler squeaked out a soft moan with each thrust Josh gave, he was deep inside of him. Tyler's jaw had fallen slack, his body limp. Josh moaned his name as he neared his climax. "S-Shit, T-Ty," Josh moaned, his head falling forward. Tyler's body twitched in overstimulation. "Fuck," Josh groaned, thrusting feverishly. The boiling sensation bubbling in his lower stomach, adrenaline rushing through his veins. Tyler choked out a cry, hoping Josh's high came soon. He craved to feel Josh's hot cum inside of him, to be filled to his brim. "J-Joshie, c-can you trap your cum i-in me?" Tyler gasped, blushing profusely. Josh moaned at the idea. "S-Shit, Tyler Of course," Josh gasped, he came immediately. Tyler gasped, indulging the feeling. Josh grabbed a buttplug and pulled out. He quickly pushed it into Tyler. "T-Thank you, baby," Tyler smiled. Josh laughed gently. "You're so good," Josh breathed. "I love you," Tyler giggled. "I love you too," Tyler smiled.
(This one was perfect, idk. Hope everyone has had and will have an amazing day!)
