Marvel Cast One Shots and Preferences

Flashlight - Scarlett(Part 5-probably last part)

So umm I've been going through a rough time recently and you know how people say write your feelings down to make it feel like you've released them and that, wellll that's this story for me so warning it's sad .😞 This song is also based on the song Flashlight - Jessie J cause I was writing this at like 3am the other night whilst watching Pitch Perfect 2.

Another warning: swearing

When tomorrow comes
I'll be on my own
Feeling frightened of
The things that I don't know
When tomorrow comes
Tomorrow comes
Tomorrow comes

Lizzie was right I needed to tell Scarlett how I felt. My feelings and emotions were filling up inside of me, and like a balloon I felt like I was going to burst if I didn't let anything out. But I was just so scared. I didn't want to ruin our great friendship by making it awkward. That's the one thing I couldn't do. Make it awkward!

We had all finally finished filming and the press tours and interviews and now it's was time for one last after party. That's were we're heading now after judging finishing our last premier. And of course it was being held at Downey's mansion, I mean come on it's Robert there's a reason why I sometimes accidentally call him Tony.

When we arrived I avoided anyone that came into close contact with me. I didn't care whether it was rude but I needed some liquid courage inside of me if I was going to confess my feelings for my best friend.

~le time skip~

Right it's now or never l. Might have had one two many drinks but who cares. My eyes scanned the room for Scarlett until I felt a tap on my shoulder. God can she read my mind or something or she just like a fair godmother and pops up whenever I need her. "Hey whatcha drinking there?" She questioned with a head tilt. She also had a look of concern and amusement painted on her face. God I'm even surprised that this woman stayed best friends with me for this long.

"I don't even know?!" I slurred whilst laughing. God Y/N you're making a fool of yourself. A bloody fool!

"Oh God Y/N what am I going to do with you?!" She replied with her smirk that always seems to send me into a blushing mess every time good thing it was dark in the room so she couldn't-

And though the road is long
I look up to the sky
And in the dark I found,
I lost hope that I won't fly
And I sing along, I sing along
And I sing along
I got all I need when I got you and I
I look around me, and see a sweet life
I'm stuck in the dark but you're my flashlight
You're getting me, getting me through the night
Kick start my heart when you shine it in my eyes
Can't lie, it's a sweet life
I'm stuck in the dark but you're my flashlight
You're getting me, getting me through the night
'Cause you're my flashlight (flashlight)
You're my flashlight (flashlight)
You're my flashlight

"KISS ME ?!" I blurted. And when I saw her smirk turn to a frown if confusion and slight distress that's when I realised, when I finally realised what I just said to her. Shit! Ummm... ummm what do I do, ohh fuuuu- Run!!

She tried to reach her hand out to me. She probably could see I was on the verge of a HEART ATTACK!! But before she could reach me I practically zoomed past her avoiding any eye contact with her or any of my cast mates, better yet avoid eye contact with anyone but it was probably going to be difficult seeing how crowded it was. Shit! As I weaved my way through the dancing crowd I saw Elizabeth spotting me then she averted her eyes to something behind me, probably Scarlett still at the spot I left her completely star struck. God I didn't even have time to look at her face to tell her reaction. No Y/N don't look back. Double shit! Lizzie is making her way over to me and it seems like she is beckoning someone whilst pointing to me. Triple shit! Rob is making his way over towards me.

I quickened up my past practically sprinting now! Almost out of breathe. Quickly grabbed my coat with my valuables inside along with my purse and hopped into the back of the taxi. Poor taxi driver thought we probably being bloody chased by some killer by the way I kept yelling for him to speed of. I could hear Lizzies footsteps run after me and they stopped right after I got in. I felt so horrible for ignoring her when she called my name and Rob. But the thing that broke my heart was when I looked back and saw Scarlett in Robs arms. She looked like she was crying. That's when my heart broke into a million pieces. Sure I've seen Scarlett cry before I mean she's an actress but I've haven't seen her cry for real. God I'm so stupid.

I see the shadows long beneath the mountain top
I'm not afraid when the rain won't stop
'Cause you light the way
You light the way, you light the way
 
I was now at my only other house that I recently brought new the seasides. Two reason one because I always go there when I'm upset or I need to calm down two I realised that I was temporarily living with Lizzie due to maintenance going on in my main apartment.

SHIT! What have I done? I've just made fucking Scarlett Johansson cry!! God!!! I'm a terrible person. I should go back and apologise. We'll was until my knees gave in and I collapsed to the fall crying my eyes out.

My cries were interrupted by my phone vibrantly violently. The bright screen practically blinded me and I didn't bother putting any of the main house lights on but I didn't care when I saw who was calling me. Of course I immediately answered. And again my heart sunk and broke when I heard stifled sobs over the phone.

Scarlett: Y/n why do you just run off like that you not only scared the living daylight out of me but the rest of the cats especially Lizzie and Rob

You: I'm sorry it's just-

That's when I realised. Even though my passion was acting I loved to do a bit of singing now and then. The rest of the cats knew it too since my last birthday party, we had a karaoke night and let's just say I had one to many and I STOLE THE STAGE!!

Since then whenever one set when they got the chance the cats always gave me song requests to sing. It was something we all loved doing together as we all ended up singing together even though someone people were out of tune *cough* *cough* Evans. Scarlett especially loved hearing me sing. She was my biggest fan and always supported me. So..

You: I got all I need when I got you and I
I look around me, and see a sweet life
I'm stuck in the dark but you're my flashlight
You're getting me, getting me through the night
Can't stop my heart when you shinin' in my eyes
I can't lie, it's a sweet life
I'm stuck in the dark but you're my flashlight
You're getting me, getting me through the night
'Cause you're my flashlight
'Cause you're my flashlight
You're my flashlight

Scarlett: You know I love your singing voice

*silence*

Scarlett: and you know I love you too

Ok so imma finish there on a nice note but all I wanna say is it kills me inside to know that this woman doesn't know how much she saved and not just her the rest of the marvel cast and when I hear this song it always makes me cry because it reminds me of how much they've helped me without being physically here so when I thought of this idea I thought this was the best song to use hope you guys liked it and please feel free to give me requests for one shots or preferences ideas