A Chosen Mistake

Chapter One

DAD DONT LEAVE ME PLEASE 

Dad:.....

                     End of dream

I wake up in the middle of the night with sweat dripping everywhere soaking down my back and my bed wet from sweating. I get up from my bed, as I'm walking to the bathroom I get dizzy. My vision is black and white, I look in the mirror and I see the lights glitch on and off and I see 2 of my shadows form behind me

Jay: please...I said..n-no more no more
 
?:too bad
 
Jay: please

They disappear 

Iook around the bathroom.

I got so dizzy

I fall onto the floor

As I'm on the floor I try to get up but I fall down cutting myself on the edge of the sink.

As blood drips from my arms I look at the red watery,silky,precious blood dripping down my arms
 
I stare it

I put my wrist close to my mouth as I think about it and try to think

I bite into the cut feeling the pain but pleasure 

I was hallucinating and having an episode
 
As I'm drinking the blood I don't feel dizzy anymore and I realize what I'm doing

I get up and swing the mirror open looking for my pills

I get them and take one tablet get water from the sink

As the pills sips down through my throat it goes down
 
I breathe

I look in the mirror
 
As I see my face
 
I look so...much like a....psychopath

My eyes have dark circles,my face looks drained,my nose is more buttoned and skinny,my hair is short a little and I look like I've been crying for a month

Oh my God

I take some melatonin

As I lay back down 

I go to sleep