A Chosen Mistake

Chapter 2

I wake up to the sunlight hitting my face as I'm laying in bed tired as ever.
I get up out of bed and I go to my drawer to get my clothes and grab my cologne and my brush

I go to the bathroom I take off my clothes

As I step in the shower and turn the water on

As the warm water hits my body I relax

I grab my shampoo bottle and I squeeze it smelling the nice beautiful ocean  breeze shampoo hit the bathroom

As the silky,sticky,fresh,soothing shampoo hits my palms I rub it together  smudging and rubbing it in my scalp

I grab my body wash and squeeze it in my palms smelling the fresh scent of it

I turn the water off stepping out the shower and I put my towel over me
 
And put another towel over my head

I dry myself and my hair
 
And I put my clothes on

I have on a sweater,crew neck,a golf shirt,and my ballers and sweat pants on

I'm wearing black vans

I have on a butterfly chain and a safe lock chain with t cross earrings

I spray myself with cologne

And I put my hair moisturizer in my hair along with putting my skin moisturize on my face

I leave the bathroom and grab my glasses and leave the bathroom
 
I go downstairs to the back house

Where my art room is and I started drawing and painting 

As I'm painting I smell the fresh paint scent

I put my painting on the wall and I just sit down chilling

I hear small footsteps approaching
   
Someone knocks on my door opening it

Mom: um Jay c-can I get a um
 
Jay: what

Mom: umm

Jay: what do you want

Mom: can I get a h-hug

Jay: why won't you ask Darren
 
Mom: he won't hug me h-he doesn't want to
 
Jay: well not my fault

Mom: Jay please h-how many times do I have to apologize for k-

Jay: a thousand because there is no reason that you should have KILLED MY FATHER

Mom: j-jay I'm sorry f-forgive me please I promise i-ill do anything
 
Jay: I don't want you to do anything
 
Darren walks in 

Darren: aye don't talk to her like that

Jay: you don't tell me what to do
 
He grabs my arms I push him to the wall

And I see my vase fall on the floor shattering to pieces

Mom: JAY!!

she goes to check on him

Mom: Jay w-why would you do that

She comes to me to try to get me to look at her

I grab both of her hands telling her to stop
 
Mom: a-ah Jay ur h-hurting me
 
Jay: don't come near me I'm not your custody anymore

She drops to the floor crying
 
Shes sobbing hardly 

She puts her hands together begging me for forgiveness
 
Mom: p-please ill do anything

Jay: anything

Mom: yes a-anything

Jay:okay how about you leave me alone and don't talk to me again

Mom:j-jay ur the only thing I have

Jay: you have Darren

Mom: h-he doesn't 

I Darren out the room and push her out the room leaving the room locking it

She follows me begging me for forgiveness 

Jay: no

She falls to the floor crying again
 
She grabs my shirt trying to pull me to her and I push her
 
She falls hitting her back and tries to crawl

I pick her up bringing her upstairs

Mom: JAY PLEASE DONT HURT ME!!! 

Jay: you've pushed the limit too far I have no choice

She cries

Mom: Jay p-please d-dont h-hurt m-me
 
I throw her onto the floor and turn around grabing a pocket knife
  

She screams
 
Mom:AAAAH J-JAAAAAY!!!! NO NOOOOOO
 
I grab her wrist cutting it
 
She cries in pain

She tells me to stop

I look at her with the knife in my hand ready to stab her in the stomach
 
She looks at me terrified with her hands holding my hand back from me stabbing her

I look at her and I feel something 

I lower the knife dropping it

She looks at me sad and scared

I look at her with a guilt

I pick her up and she looks at me 

I hug her she stands still for a sec

And then wraps her hands around me slowly and then tight 

I sway to the side while hugging

I hear her sobbing into my chest

Jay: i-im sorry
 
Mom: m-me too
 
Jay:...

Mom: I love you so much

Jay: i-i love you too

she let's go a little and looks at me

mom: j-jay 

Jay: I know
 
Mom: I'm so sorry I just wa-

Jay: its okay 

She looks at me and looks into my eyes

Jay: go um chill yourself out go drink something and relax ill um be in my room

Mom: o-okay
 
She looks at me and leaves slowly

I look at her leave
 
I wonder what school will be like this year

I'm in the 4th year of hogwarts

I'm kinda scared to go there

what if they don't like me

I guess so
 
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