Goodluck or Badluck {💯%}

16. The procedure

Uma pov:
So Harry was bout to go in surgery.
I looked at him.
"I'll be right by your side when you wake up."
He smiled a little and then during his surgery, I went home.
Cj dropped Jamie off and I tried to explain her everythign which was going on. 
The nurse would call me when Harry came out of surgery.
Jamie was still a bit confused but she also kinda understood it.

Later that afternoon I got a call that Harry was out of surgery and he'd wake up in the upcoming hour.
I looked at Jamie.
"Do you want to come with me to see your dad? He can look a little... different."
Jamie didn't care and wanted to see her daddy so badly that I couldn't let her down.

We arrived at the hospital and Jamie got a bit overwhelmed of the hospital itself that I even started to worry if bringing her here was such a good idea...

We got by Harry's room and Jamie stubled backwards a bit when she saw him.
I took her little hand and looked at her.
"It's okay sweety..." I said softly.
Harry had huge stiches on his head and he wasn't awake yet.
Jamie swallowed and then got that look in her eyes when she was kinda scared but she still wanted to do something or in this case, being there for her father.
Harry just woke up and he looked at me.
"Hey..."
Then he saw Jamie and he looked at her.
"Hey kid..."
"How are you feeling?" I asked.
"Like I have a major headache..."
Then Harry looked at Jamie.
"Are you alright little one? You usually talk so much..."
"She's a bit overwhelmed I think..." I said and Jamie looked at Harry.
"Does it hurt?" she asked softly and Harry chuckled a bit.
"No, I don't feel it. They had me in some sort of sleep thing when they helped me with doing this. I'm okay honey..."
Jamie smiled and she looked at me lie she wanter permission for something.
I nodded and she took her fathers hand.
Harry smiled at her.
"It's silly isn't it?"
"It looks kinda scary... But on a good way."
I looked at Harry.
"Do you know if they got all?"
"I just woke up...?"
"Nevermind..."
Then a nurse walked in.
"Mr. Hook, you're awake. Good." she said and she looked at our daughter.
"I see your life has changed since the kast time you were here."
"It certainly has." Harry said with a sly smile.
The nurse grinned a little before she went serious mode again.
"Well I'm sorry to say this but they couldn't get it all out of there... Which means you need to get back on chemo."
Harry sighed and nodded.
"I kinda had the feeling that would happen..."
"What's chemo?" Jamie asked and I looked at her.
"That's the medicine your dad needs to get better."
"Is daddy going to die?"
Everyone looked at her and I sighed.
"No, your dad will be fine. I promise."
Harry and the nurse both knew I just made a risky promise but what was I supposed to tell her?
Harry looked at Jamie.
"Hey kid, would you mind if mommy and daddy talk alone for a little moment?" he asked and Jamie waited outside, the nurse gave me a small nodd that she would keep an eye on her.
I looked at Harry.
"I know it was stupid to say that..."
"That was not what I was going to say."
"Then what did you wanted to say?" I asked with a bit confusion.
"I have this feeling that I"m not going to survive it this time..."
"Why would you say that?"
"First of all, it's literally in my brain. Doesn't that say enough?"
I sighed.
"Okay you got a point there..."'
"Besides, last time I was really lucky. Remember?"
"Yea... I remember. I already thought you were going to die... that you were dead..."
"Like I said, I'm not sure if I'm going to make it this time."
I took his hand.
"Let's hope then..."
He nodded and I sighed.
"I bet you need to rest more this time since it's in your head... I'm going to take Jamie home too, it's getting late and she still has to go to kindergarten tomorrow..."
"Yea..."
"I'll come by tomorrow when she's at school."
"Okay."
"I love you."
"Love you too." 
I kissed him and went home with Jamie.

That night, she couldn't sleep again and the two of us sat on the cough.
"I want daddy..." she said softly and I looked at her.
"I know sweety, but daddy is at the hospital because he is sick... He can't come home yet..."
"But I want him home..."
She gave me her sweet puppy eyes and I sighed.
"I'm sorry kiddo, but we can't have everything we want..."
"That's not fair."
"I know kiddo... But life ain't fair sometimes."
She had tears in her eyes and I gave her a hug.
"At least I'm here with you."
She looked away.
"But I want daddy!" and she went to her room.
Ouch...
I felt bad for her that she missed her dad so much, but it also hurt that she wanted her dad more then me. I mean come on! Words can hurt y'know...