maybe she should just accept the fact that there's no going back. she has let herself be ruined and there's no way to undo that.
having to lie to herself everyday pains her but she has no other choice than to let her drown instead.
no one would ever know what's happening, and that's devastating.
the red flags were flying high everywhere.
but what can her do?
nothing. nothing. she can do nothing.
even though it's damaging.
