21. I Don't Know

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Had to make this my own words since it's my age lmao

I don't really know what to say so here comes the rambles

Its complicated it really is
Everything
Everywhere
Fucking complicated

My feelings zip by before I can even figure them out one second I'm angry then I'm sad then I'm numb

So jumpy and snappy even irl like
I don't know I gave up trying to keep up

Sitting here staring at my screen til my mind makes words appear

Seems to helping a bit

But it's still just a big fucking void that isn't able to consume me completely but I also can't escape it, that's how it feels, at least sort of it's the best way I can describe it at the moment

Pardon my language btw but I did warn that it's unfiltered so deal with it or leave

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