82 chapters in, after taking a break for a bit to think.
I still don't know that I know anything new.
Sometimes for a moment, I think, I can do this, I can fall back in. And then in the next moment I'm lost, drowning in trying to keep up for old appearances sake.
And I can't say it right. And it always tends to sound like it's more than just I am stuck in the hurricane and everytime I think I'm closer to the eye of the storm I'm taken away once more.
I could once hold your hand in the eye of the storm, the center of control to the storm around us.
Instead now I am the storm, barely keeping it's destructive forces from plowing down everything in sight.
And some nights, I'm able to allow myself to think, that I can't be swept away anymore if I'm never grounded to begin with.
YOU ARE READING
But What Do You Know Anyways
DiversosHey human, So this is just basically a huge collection of lyrics and various things to get my feelings out there. I own nothing that I don't claim within each story part.
