But What Do You Know Anyways

23. Let You Down

Feels like we're on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
I let you down

All these voices in my head get loud
I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
Let you down

Yeah, I guess I'm a disappointment
Doing everything I can
I don't wanna make you disappointed
It's annoying
I just wanna make you feel like everything I ever did
Was never tryna make an issue for you
But, I guess the more you thought about everything
You were never even wrong in the first place, right?

Yeah, I'ma just ignore you, walking towards you
With my head down, lookin' at the ground I'm embarrassed for you
Paranoia, what did I do wrong this time? That's parents for you
Very loyal? Shoulda had my back but you put a knife in it
My hands are full, what else should I carry for you?
I cared for you, but

Feels like we're on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
Let you down

All these voices in my head get loud
I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
Let you down

Yeah, you don't wanna make this work
You just wanna make this worse
Want me to listen to you
But you don't ever hear my words
You don't wanna know my hurt, yet
Let me guess
You want an apology, probably
How can we keep going at a rate like this?
We can't, so I guess I'ma have to leave

Please don't come after me
I just wanna be alone right now, I don't really wanna think at all
Go ahead, just drink it off
Both know you're gonna call tomorrow like nothing's wrong
Ain't that what you always do?
I feel like every time I talk to you
You're in an awful mood
What else can I offer you?
There's nothing left right now, I gave it all to you

Feels like we're on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
Let you down

All these voices in my head get loud
I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
Let you down

Yeah, don't talk down to me
That's not gonna work now
Packed all my clothes and I moved out
I don't even wanna go to your house
Everytime I sit on that couch I feel like you lecture me
Eventually, I bet that we could have made this work
And probably woulda figured things out

But I guess I'm a letdown
But it's cool, I checked out
Oh, you wanna be friends now?
Okay, let's put my fake face on and pretend now
Sit around and talk about the good times
That didn't even happen
I mean, why are you laughing?
Must have missed that joke let me see if I can find a reaction
No, but at least you're happy

Feels like we're on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
Oh, I let you down

All these voices in my head get loud
And I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
Oh, let you down

Yeah, I'm sorry
I'm so sorry now
Yeah, I'm sorry
That I let you down

**Song by NF**