'~Tommy~'
I shoot up out of my bed with a lump in my throat. I start throwing together an outfit and rushing to the hospital, I send my mother a quick text. It's only been 50 days, only 50 days meaning he still has 4o left. My mother and I have talked about it, she was crying when I suggested it.
I burst into the hospital and slam the paperwork from my mother down on the front desk. The nurse looks at me with a questionable look in her eyes before reading the words scribbled down on the sheet along with the signature.
"Kid, you don't have to-" She starts. I shake my head, I push the paperwork towards her again. Trying to get her to listen to what I'm trying to say.
"Hey, calm down alright? It's gonna be alright. Are you sure about this..?" She asked me. I nod, she calls my mother and gets her to come to the hospital. She understands, she knows I won't live with myself if he dies. She knows. She'll let me do this.
'~Three months later~'
'~Tubbo~'
"God damnit Tommy has been on vacation for a while now hasn't he?" I say cleaning the inside of my clarinet. Ranboo coughs awkwardly and I hear Wilbur let out a small squeak. I look up at them with a confused look on my face. My mom said he was on vacation, did they not know?
"Tubbo? Who told you he was on vacation?" Techno asks slowly. I scratch my head and look around the room, I remember the day I came back everyone hugged me. But there was also sadness in their eyes.
"Uh my mom, his mom said it too." I say placing the different parts into the casing. Ranboo puts a hand on my shoulder and pats it a little bit. We walk out of the old auditorium, a band room was donated to the school after I returned so we're moving everything into there.
"Simons orchestra and band room." Phill reads out quietly. I look up at it laughing because thats Tommy's last name, he's gonna get a kick out of this when he gets back and see's something was named after him. Nikki lets out a small sob before leading me by my shoulder to a gold plated sign on the door.
In loving memory of Thomas Simons, a boy who gave his heart and soul away.
"W-what?" I ask crumbling to the ground. Ranboo rushes to my side and grabs my arm. I feel my heart beating faster, wait no. It's not my heart... it's Tommy's. I let out a scream of pure pain once the realization hits me, he died for me. He gave me his heart.
Thats why my mother and father left the house that day clothed in black leaving me with my sister. Thats why Tommy hasn't texted me for so long. Thats why my mother lied to me. I scream again, my throat starting to burn. I hear voices around me trying to calm me down but I tune them out. I don't care. I don't care anymore. I just want him back...
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Ha you thought that last chapter was the last one? Nope, ima make a short after chapter for this, that's gonna tug at your heart strings. :)
