Melt your cold layer

What should i do

Miyeon  POV

I don't know what to think the once kind girl I knew became a sudden stranger to me

She is looking at me and I looked at her but I quickly looked away from her

I don't know what to say nor do

"im sorry" she said as she got up she was about to exit my room

When I ran to her and hugged her she hugged me back

The sweetness is still there but I feel scared of what she can do when she is not in her right state of mind

"I will let you stay if you promise me to change that side of you Minnie I'm scared that you can do something to me"  I honestly blurted out

"I will promise that I will change that side and to never hurt you"

She said raising her hand and looking at me straight in the eye

"You will have to win my trust again Minnie you became a sudden stranger to me, know that we are still a couple but for now I will have to set boundaries." I said and she nodded

"You can only hug me. Only come near me when you want to hug if not give me space. no kiss. No more sex. No cuddling. No other way of touching me. If I ever want to do anything of that I will do it first. Understand" i said and she nodded

I myself won't stand doing anything of that but at least I can have a hug

I saw a tear on her eye before she walked away quickly

As soon as she slammed the door to my house I broke down  

I started to throw everything in side of my room making a big mess

I grabbed my phone to be met with my wallpaper

It's a picture of both of us. I don't want to loose Minnie. I will cherish our memories

I went to my bed and laid down. I fell asleep hugging the blanket she laid on

I was woken up by hearing a voice. I didn't open my eyes

"How am I supposed to stay away from you when your my everything. In a little bit of time you became the healer of my heart. Your my inspiration to keep going. You asking me to stay but telling me to leave with your words. Miyeon your breaking me. But I hope you don't stop loving me because I won't" she said in drunkly sobs I felt her get up

She got on her knees and kissed me since I was on the edge of the bed I tasted the alcohol

"I hope this isn't the last time I kiss your soft lips and actually be this close to to you. I won't feel right giving you hugs when you look at me telling me to stay away with feared eyes. I'm drunk what I haven't been in years I will probably forget coming here and saying this. Before I go please don't forget that the girl you knew is still there waiting for your love. I will wait as long as you want unless I give up and put a bullet through my head" she said I could smell the alcohol its very strong she chuckled at the last part

She got up and gulped on something witch I'm guessing is her alcohol bottle cause I could smell it

"I will watch over you. I will be there. I will not leave."

She walked to the door and twisted the door knob and opened the door

"Don't forget me" she said as she cried

"Don't forget my arms will be open when you want to come back but please don't take to long I might give up"

"I love you Cho Miyeon" she said as she closed the door softly so I wouldn't wake up

I her some noise in the living room and Kitchen

As soon as she closed the door to my house once again I quickly opened my eyes to see my room all cleaned up

I cried once again remembering her words making my heart and chest ache

I didn't have the energy to move so I just moved myself to the center of the bed and closed my eyes

Something was bothering me but I didn't know what it was

(Next chapter is the last chapter for book one I am already working on book two don't worry)

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