Powerful sexy & young

She was 10 years older

I woke up today, and she was 10 years older. I havent aged a day for 20+ years. I looked at her face and thought of all the moments I missed.

I regret not being their with her. She spent her time with her family. While I was busy in my mind.

What caused me to leave? Then I remembered.
I was thirsty for......change.

I am addicted to change. Over the last 10 years. I been changeinging my circles drastically. Leavening everything and everyone behind. My identaty new every 2, 1/2 years. Meaning I got to live different lives in the space of 10 years.

Some call it fake, but the truth is nobody is born with a identity, its given to them. They have a choice to keep it or find a new one.

Plus new identities invite you to new circles, different classes.

Why would anyone want to live, as one person for 70 years of their life??

I am a hybride human. Following the ancient Hebrew laws of youth and health. Hence why i havent aged.

Deep sacrifices had to be made, hence why I had to leave.

I was initially initiated when I was 18 years old. Of how to be a hybrid human. I had to qualify so I had already been prepearing a few years before. 

The benefits?

A super brain meaning all the benefits of asperges but with the benefits of the social realm.

I could cover 4 degrees at the same time in universaty. Because I was a hybrid, and still have room for more.

A perfect human with charm, inteligence, drive & strategy.

The physical body that could do wounders and heal itself. 

How do I know?.

Well I did watch my body real itself after a fatal car accident. Where some my organs had failed.

It toke two years to restor them. But could of been sooner if I had a constant maid.

The thing was I had to change my circles everyfew years. Because i couldnt let anyone know my secrets.

I divorced my family. So it made everything easier.
But my mother, id see once a year. Her rosy face was as beautiful as i last saw it. Her smile with her white teeth still sparkled.

Her presence made me feel warm. Her touch on my cheeks, made me long for her eveyday. But I had to leave.

As she got older she blamed my youth on good genes. '( yeh right)'

Did I get what I wanted form leaving? Yes I did and more.

I picked up a artificial family of hybrids and new hybride commers.

They key was to be family, but never fully knitted.
So I felt full and empty inside but completly satisfied .

I got so usto hybride people, I could no longer be in the presence of normal people.

Their unstructured life irritated me.

I became powerful over time. And a ruller in a new world right under our noses.

EV