CHAPTER TWELVE
-Quentin
I'm glad I finally got my girl back and nothing is going to fuck that up this go round. She always been here for me through whatever and she deserve better than what I been giving her. I can't keep putting her through bullshit, I love her too much to see her stressing over me and my mistakes. It's time for a lot to change, especially since I'm a soon to be father. Hopefully, Journey pregnant with a girl. Unlike every other normal daddy I always wanted a little girl to spoil and love on. I'm excited about journey being pregnant. I'm shock as hell that I'm this excited.-Journey
Sometimes I just feel so stupid for letting him walk in and out of my life. If I could just leave him alone for good I would but I'm in love with him and despite all the bad he has done, a part of him still makes me happy. I just hope this time he is really serious about making our relationship work especially for the sake of our baby. My test results came back from the doctor and I've had chlamydia for some time now and it was getting worse. I won't ever put my trust in Q again to the point where we have unprotected sex. I love him but I love myself as well. If he wants to fuck around on me and not use protection that's him, I just wish he would respect me enough not to do it and if he does do it to at least wear a condom when we have sex. We have been through so much together and I would hate to just let all of this go because he can't get his shit together. The doctors told me to not do so much stressing so I've been relaxing, eating, and watching scandal all day until I got a text.
PIECE OF SHIT: Wyd?
Me: Just watching tv, can you bring me some ice cream?
PIECE OF SHIT: Yeah, we need to talk anyways!
Me: When don't we need to talk? Lol & cookies n' cream please
PIECE OF SHIT: That shit wasn't funny & yeah ok
I wonder what his problem is, I don't think I did anything wrong but it's always something.-Quentin
I been chilling all day, and all of a sudden I got a text from this lil bitch I converse with name Lauren. She told me she heard from her homegirl that journey been fucking around with that nigga vontae. That's the same nigga face she was in that day in school. I don't always go off of everything I hear but why would this bitch come out the blue with this shit? If I find out she been fucking with that nigga, I'm not fucking with her no more. I pulled up to the neighborhood store to pick her up her favorite ice cream to take to her so I can confront her about the situation. When I got to her house, before I could knock she slung the door open and ran outside and started throwing up. I let her finish and we walked in the house. "You straight?", I asked her. "Yeah, so what's up with you?", she asked. "I'm good, I just heard you was fucking with that nigga vontae?". "Yeah, so what? It was nothing serious", she said. "Who told you that anyways?" She asked. "Who told me don't matter", I said. "Did you fuck that nigga?", I asked getting mad. "Yes", she said. "But that was a long time ago and I'm with you now", she pleaded. I wasn't trying to hear none of that shit. "Man, fuck you! A nigga only been good to you and you out here fucking niggas", I yelled. "I hope you die bitch, you and yo fucking baby, or is that that nigga baby?", I asked. She didn't say shit. I headed towards the door. "So that's it?", she asked. "You can fuck other bitches and cheat on me but when I have sex with somebody else you hope I die?", she asked. "Quentin im the one that's been nothing but good to you and you continuously disrespect and humiliate me", she said. "Bitch, I don't give a fuck bout none of that, I regret ever sticking my dick in yo hoe ass. Go suck some dick", I said on my way out the door.
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Young N' Dumb
Teen FictionYoung and naive; Journey is willing to do whatever she feels she needs to to keep a guy, not realizing the ignorance in her actions. Her nose is wide open and she is blinded by what she believes to be love until one particular incident opens her eye...