Young N' Dumb

FED UP

CHAPTER NINE
-Journey
How much of Q's bullshit can I really take? I'm at my breaking point. I'm sick of my heart being stepped on like its a fucking doormat. All this love I have is slowly turning into hate. I haven't talk to Quentin in 3 days and I don't plan to. Tomorrow we go back to school, hopefully I don't see him. I haven't been feeling well these past couple of days, I had this same feeling when I was pregnant and I've had this weird smelling discharge and pain when I use the restroom. I made a doctors appointment for tomorrow afternoon. I was laying in my bed, watching Real Housewives of Atlanta re-runs when I got a text.
PIECE OF SHIT : I miss yhu;)
ME : Do you really? Or is that another one of your ways to get in my pants?
PIECE OF SHIT : It aint dat gud anyways, I just wanted 2 see if I culd come ova?
ME : Yeah sure, we have to talk!!!!
PIECE OF SHIT : bout wat? I ain't tryna talk
ME : I think I'm pregnant & what is that suppose to mean?
PIECE OF SHIT : I ain't coming no mo fuk it & by who?
ME : Most definitely you, I told you to put a condom on & you didn't
PIECE OF SHIT : baby if yhu is we can't keep it
ME : wtf does that mean?
PIECE OF SHIT : yhu have 2 get an abortion
I'm not even texting him back, fuck him! If I am pregnant me and my baby will be okay without him! I can't believe him but then again, I can. I got in my car & drove to the pharmacy close by. I bought 5 pregnancy test and when I got back home and peed on all 5, they all came back positive. I wanted to be 100 percent sure so I kept my doctors appointment for the next day.

-Quentin
After I had time to really think things over I realized I'm a dumb ass. I treated my girl like shit. I walked all over her and I regret it. This being single shit is not for me, I miss her. I need to try to make things right with her. Ima try to talk to her in first period tomorrow. I went to sleep for a couple of hours and woke up early so I could go to the store and buy journey something special. After I got dressed for school, I left the house and went to the store. I bought all her favorites; white and purple flowers, a snicker, cold coffee by Starbucks, and some hot fries. I know that's not gone fix what I broke but I have to start from somewhere. I walked in geometry only to see journey in this nigga name vontae face. I got furious. I sat the stuff I bought for her on her desk and went to my assigned seat. I did my work and didn't say shit to her the whole class. She didn't even turn and look at me and say thank you or nothing. The bell rung and we left. I saw her at her locker by herself. I went up to her. "Why you was flirting with that nigga?", I asked her. "Why you care?", she asked me. "If you carrying my baby, I need to be the only face you in", I said getting angry. "Now it's your baby huh?", she said. "Can I take you home this afternoon?", I asked. "Sure", she said. "Oh wait, I have a doctors appointment, can you take me?", she nearly yelled. I smiled and kissed her forehead "sure baby", I said before walking off to go to the rest of my classes.

-Journey
Is he serious? I can be in whoevers face I want to be in. The last time I checked im not his girlfriend and he doesn't need to be worried about me. I sense a change in him though, I wonder if he's changing for the better this time. I really love Q, I would go to the moon and back for him, I just don't feel as if the feeling is mutual. Maybe I can really have the baby this time and that'll change his mind about me. All I ever wanted from him is for him to love me and make me his one and only but it's so hard to even get him to respect me. The last bell for class rang and I headed straight to Q's car and by my surprise he had a female sitting in the car with him. It was "Lauren Maxwell", the schools slut. Me and her have had our differences and quentin knows this. I can't believe him right now. "What's going on?", I yelled as I approached Q's window. "Man we just chilling". "Ok cool", I said before leaving to walk home. I guess I was wrong after all. He didn't follow me or anything. He didn't even call me to make sure I got home safe or ask how the doctors appointment went. When I went to the doctor I found out I was indeed pregnant for the second time and I had chlamydia. As soon as I heard the bad news I called Q but like usual, he ignored my call. I give up, I'm so fed up with all of his bullshit and it is really taking a toll on me. I know all of this stressing that I'm doing will only hurt my baby. And as of now, I want this child more than anything in the world!