Young N' Dumb

A WORLD OF HURT

CHAPTER FOURTEEN
-Vontae's POV
I've been trying to get journey on my team for a while now but she's been stuck too far up that lame quentin's ass. I told her time and time again that she is beautiful and she deserves way more. She deserves to be treated like the queen she is and respected like she is someone's mother. I told her I can show her a good time, and treat her how she really suppose to be treated but she never really give me the time of day until today when she text me out the blue. I hope this not one of them off and on things with her boyfriend and she try to fuck with me every time they off. If that's the case, she can dip. I'm all for just fucking bitches but she different. I actually like her and that's hard to come across from a nigga like me. I'm thuggin but I got a heart to and I fall quick especially if I'm feeling you so if she playing me ima be pissed off. I jumped in my '14 all white Honda Accord coupe that I bought just for show and sped to the outlet mall before it was time to pick journey up. I pick me up some all white robin jeans, all white colhans and a all white tee. I grab me a rose gold Rolex and I pick journey up a matching one. Plain and simple. I went back to the house, took a quick shower and threw on my clothes, shined my golds before putting them in and left to pick journey up.

-Quentin
So today is the day we been waiting on to find out if Lauren is pregnant or not. I been praying so hard to God that she is not pregnant because I can not see myself being with this girl for the rest of my life. I want my first child to be with my wife and she just not who I had in mind. Come to think about it, out of all the bitches I been with the only one I ever wanted to be my wife was journey. She the only one who fully understands me, she had my back through whatever, & no matter how many times I treated her wrong she was still here for me. I'm realizing more and more everyday that I fucked up something good and ima do everything in my power to get her back. It's going to be hard but ima do it. We waited in the waiting room of "MotherBaby Care" for Lauren name to be called. I don't know if I was just anxious or if they was just taking forever. "Ms.Maxwell", a short black nurse finally came to the door and said. Me and Lauren got up and followed her to a small room down the hall. They took Lauren's weight, height, and ask her to give them a urine sample. It seems like we been waiting on the results forever. A lady with a long white lab coat walked in the room with a smile on her face and I assumed it was the doctor. Little did I know it was Journey's mother. "Hello, I'm doctor", she started to say before pausing in mid sentence when we locked eyes on each other. "Bradwell", she finished her sentence. "Congratulations you two are about to be parents", she said with a faint smile. "If you have any questions see nurse miller and she'll help you with every thing you need to know", she said before leaving the room. "Aren't we suppose to see the baby on the little screen?", Lauren spoke making her turn around. "It's called an ultrasound and it's optional, and I feel like you two are fully aware of this pregnancy, so have a nice day", she said before leaving. "She was a little rude", Lauren spoke sounding annoyed. "That's because that's journey's mother", I said. "Oh yeah? Nice to know", she said. I headed towards the door. "Well", I heard Lauren practically yell. "Well what?" I asked. "You didn't say anything about this baby, do you even want it?", she asked. "Not really", I said before leaving the room. I waited in the car for her about five minutes before she finally came. I sped her home in silence. I saw her out of my peripheral view and I saw tears on her face. "Man, what's wrong?", I asked getting mad at her for being so sensitive. "You got me pregnant and now you don't even want this baby", she said crying. "I do want it", I lied. "Whatever, if this baby died right now you wouldn't care", she said before getting out the door. She was right, I wouldn't care. I don't want a baby right now. That's the last thing on my mind. I sped home. I haven't talk to her in a month now and I don't mind. She don't call me and I don't call her, she don't text me and I don't text her. Fuck her. On to the next. I been having a lot of weird symptoms lately like night sweats, cold chills when I'm hot, headaches, joint aches, and I have a bad cold. I got my test results from the doctor in the mall today but I haven't opened them yet. I took a nap for about an hour and when I woke up I remembered I didn't open my results yet. I opened them and the first two lines read;

Dear,
Mr.Davis, we regret to inform you that you have tested positive for HIV

I stopped reading after I read those three letters and I was at a lost for words. The first person my mind went to was Lauren and I would definitely be paying that bitch a visit after I collected my thoughts.