Goofball- karlnap

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Nicks pov

Ya know, being the 'Cupid' of my trio isn't so bad. I got to watch my two best friends, the people I love the most, fall in love.

Ya know George and Clay used to come to me, ranting about each other, I knew how they felt about each other so I just simply said "give it time, hang out with them, ask him out."

Being the third wheel is quite boring, especially when your touch starved. Sure Clay would hug me from time to time and give me his hoodies but still I wanted to do that with my person.

Someone that can be called mine.

I'm not going to lie, guys are hot, sure I would date one and treat him how I would treat a girl, but would I date a girl? I mean maybe if she has a good personality, so wait I'm pansexual? But that wounds complex maybe I'm just bisexual but I don't know if i see myself with a girl...maybe I'm...gay?

See this is why George and Clay are trying to help me, they told me to join a dating app and see how that goes but I honestly don't feel like meeting up with a 50 year old man.

I have dated girls in the past, I have lost my virginity to a girl, but now I'm thinking about it I didn't get alot of joy out of being with a girl but I've never had a romantic attraction to a male.

Sunday morning was great, it snowed all day the day before and all night.The snow was quite deep, I woke up at 5am. I called Clay, I think he would be awake.

He picked up.

"Hello?." He whispered, his voice was raspy and sounded like he had just woken up.

"Hey dude!, did I wake you up?."

"Yeah kinda," he yawned "why did you call?."

"Well first of all, I think it's a good morning and ya know that cafe we went to in October, the one with the really good pumpkin spice cake?."

"Yes I remember."

"Can we goooo?."

"What now? George isn't even awake."

"Ughhhhh," then I thought of an amazing idea "GEORGE WAKE THE FUCK UPPPP."

"NICK WHAT THE FUCK?."

George groaned as Clay yelled that down the phone.

"Clay?." He mumbled, I was shitting myself with laughter.

"Sorry baby,"I heard a smooch, "Nick you dick!."

"That's me! Anyways can we go now?."

"Go where?." George asked.

"You know that cafe we went to in October?."

"Oh, yeah that sounds good." He yawned.

"Sorry again Georgie."

"It's okay Clay."

"Right cya in 30 minutes, you both better be there!."

And I hang up right then and there, I should probably get ready.

The first thing I did was go in my closet and see what I should wear... My wardrobes full of boxers, hoodies and shirts, I was lucky enough to find joggers and jeans.

I had one pair of jeans, I was digging though the piles of clothes... AHA, found it!.

I put my jeans on, I also put on white socks, a black hoodie, a white shirt (to go under the hoodie) and Adidas shoes.

Boy do I look straight.

Meh I didn't really care to be honest and I still don't, sexuality doesn't have a fashion sense, just be yourself.