before the beginning of nothing

1K 65 3
                                    

———————

"We suffer more often in imagination than in reality."

- Seneca

——————

I would laugh about their pettiness, joke about their grieve; in the end it was me who stood on the lowest of steps. Nothing mattered to eyes that had abandoned all sense of beauty. A mind that was certain to know the world's secrets by contemplating what he couldn't understand was doomed to fall victim to its own foolishness. In the end, only I was responsible for those lonely night's cold embraces that I chose over anything else this scarring world had to offer. And yet I wouldn't talk about a downfall. The way up is the way down; at last I felt freed by the shackles I had been laid in the moment I was born. We make up our own sufferings and focus on those binding illusions more often than we seek truth in reality; Seneca knew, and in the end, I knew too. It was almost a pity that by then, it was already too late.

———————

The Infinite NothingWhere stories live. Discover now